babyboy

break

5 years go
"welcome home babies!" Jimin and Jungkook walk through the front door as Jimin's mother greets both with smiles and hugs. The couple came home from school minutes ago, and decided to spend the afternoon together by Jimin's house. Their shoes were taken off, packed neatly to the side to be forgotten of when both made their way upstairs to the older's room. upon arriving, Jimin rested himself calmly on his bed, sighing in relief. The cold sheets brought comfort, but not the kind he wanted. "Kookie come," he called for the younger, who stood tense at the door. He stood tense and uncomfortable, like he didn't want to come into the room. Recently, Jungkook seemed uncomfortable, bothered, at times bored, like he wanted to let something off his chest. he looked unhappy. of course Jimin noticed this, noticed the way the younger doesn't hold his hand as tightly, walks at a distance, makes excuses to leave the older alone. always on his phone and always leaving Jimin to be with his friends. Jungkook always made friends,, in the beginning the boy left his friends to hang out with Jimin but now it feels like the boy forgets Jimin while he hangs out with his peers. "Jungkook, come." Jimin begged, only then did Jungkook step into the room, seating himself down on the bed. Jungkook sighed, eyes focused on everything but Jimin. he refused to touch Jimin unless the boy touched first, refused to speak unless spoken to. "I'm here." Jungkook informed the boy who snuggled up close to him. Jimin grinned cheekily, calling out for the boy once more. the couple made eye contact and Jimin grabbed the jaw of Jungkook, leaning in to kiss his boyfriend. their lips met in a kiss meant to excite Jungkook. Jimin bit the lower lip of the younger, smiled shyly before pecking his lips whole. Jungkook cringed, felt relief as Jimin paused when he tried to break the kiss. his efforts to part stayed unacknowledged, ignored as his boyfriend greedily claimed the lips. Jungkook sat, crowded by his boyfriend and negative emotions. he kissed back for a short while, pulling away when he couldn't handle more. Jungkook didn't like the feeling the kiss gave him, made him want to stay away and reject his lover. it wasn't the same. he felt like he crossed lines he didn't want to, surpassed boundaries that weren't his own. "Hyung.." Jungkook looked at his senior boyfriend, gulped as he felt the eyes stared at him. he breathed in, looked down at the hand that rested lazily on his chest.. and with quiet words, he let it out. "i'm not gay."