You're a fool who only see me.
Chanyeol held Baekhyun's hands. Baekhyun, not wanting to hurt Chanyeol's feelings let the giant do what he wants, but inside, the older one doesn't feel in love with Chanyeol anymore. He's planning to break up with him, but not now.
Look around and you will notice how much your foolishness brings pain to others. But it'll be worse for you.
Chanyeol peppers Baekhyun's hands with kisses to the smaller's, he don't know, maybe disgust. Baekhyun got his hands from the taller to Chanyeol's annoyance. Chanyeol hugged Baekhyun but Baekhyun shrugged himself off from the man. "Chanyeol stop! You're annoying me!", he said slightly pushing Chanyeol away.
You make me royal. You make me hero. You make me genius.
"Baek, yah-- midget! Why aren't you looking at me!", Chanyeol called him but since he got no response, he grabbed the smaller's shoulders then he turned him, facing the taller. " I love you so much, Baekhyun-ah," he then kisses his hair, "I love your button nose that looks so cute," he kisses Baekhyun's nose, "I love your eyes that looks pretty with eyeliners but is more beautiful without it," he kisses Baekhyun's two eyes, "I love your pretty little lips that is red and very plump," he gave Baekhyun a peck in the lip. Chanyeol then sighed. "I love you very much, I'm a sucker for you, I'm a loser, I'm a twit, a fool who loves you. "
Baekhyun can't feel the butterflies anymore. He sighs.
Give me all your strength. But why are you still unhappy? Because you breathe only for me. You look so lonely.
"Chanyeol— please stop. " Baekhyun said as he pushed the taller's face away from his hand.
The taller man just looked at him with puppy eye, Baekhyun remembered how he used to be very weak with that puppy eyes, Chanyeol's dimple that's so deep, you can swim in it. But now, he felt nothing, everything is mundane, he lost the spark.
Chanyeol whimpered, "But I want to kiss your beautiful hands," he pouted.
And that triggered Baekhyun, he wants to end this for once and for all. He took a deep breath as he darted his eyed on the others orb.
"Chanyeol—", the other man's ears perked up as he hears his name, he's so cute like a puppy, " I have something to tell you. "
Chanyeol's eyes and attention are all on the love of his life. "Yes, love?", he retorted, which cringes Baekhyun.
"I-I can't," he sucked air again as he gulps it in his throat, "I-I am fallen out o-of love ", he said with a weak smile.
He expected to see Chanyeol sad, but he was surprised as Chanyeol smiled widely, and cracked a laugh— not just any laugh, he laughed heartily, his hands on his stomach, tears literally attempting to go out his eyes.
" Love, the last time I checked the calendar it isn't April 1 today," he said as his other hand still clutching his tummy, and the other hand wiping little droplets of tears in his eyes. He kisses Baekhyun's hair.
Baekhyun can't help it anymore, he wants to be blunt, selfish but he doesn't want this to continue, him not in love anymore.
"Listen," he said as he holds the taller's chin, " I am not joking, I know it ain't April fools today, but it's true, I don't love you anymore, hell, I don't even know if I loved you. You gave me the world and that made me think, did I really loved you? I found out," he paused for breath, "I am not into you anymore, I found out, that you don't have me anymore, I don't love you, I don't love you, and I don't love you. "
Chanyeol just smiled as he can feel warm salty trickles of water in his cheeks, rolling, "but no— that can't be, I am breathing only for you, I am only alive if I have you. I am living only for you. I don't know what to do without you, you are my life, you are my," he paused for a second as he hiccups, "everything. "
Baekhyun sighed, he wished that he didn't do it, but it's for the greater good, he stood up as he looked at the taller man squirming and hugging his knees, tears and snot wetting his shirt.
"Goodbye. I hope you'll find someone new. " he goes out of the house. Leaving the taller man hopeless.
Baekhyun woke up— he can see Chanyeol and his new boyfriend Kyungsoo at the table drinking coffee. He wiped the last trickle of tear in his eyes as he remembers his dream, if only I am not a twit for you, I wouldn't be hurting like this. He still remembered that day.
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"Listen," Chanyeol said as he holds Baekhyun's chin, " I am not joking, I know it ain't April fools today, but it's true, I don't love you anymore, hell, I don't even know if I loved you. You gave me the world and that made me think, did I really loved you? I found out," Chanyeol paused for breath, "I am not into anymore, I found out, that you don't have me anymore, I don't love you, I don't love you, and I don't love you. "
Baekhyun just smiled as he can feel warm salty trickles of water in his cheeks, rolling, "but no— that can't be, I am breathing only for you, I am only alive if I have. I am leaving only for you. I don't know what to do without you, you are my life, you are my," Baekhyun paused for a second as he hiccups, "everything. "
Chanyeol sighed, he wished that he didn't do it, but it's for the greater good, he stood up as he looked at Baekhyun squirming and hugging his knees, tears and snot wetting his shirt.
"Goodbye. I hope you'll find someone new. " Chanyeol goes out of the house. Leaving Baekhyun hopeless.
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A tear escaped again. I'm delicate cause I'm a twit for you.
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Randomsome exo oneshots, uwu. these are all based on songs so yeah, enjoy💜