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see you in my dreams

     Tonight I believe, that you are the reason I dream. Wrapped up in sheets, and wrapped up in everything.

     Chanyeol squirmed as he can feel warm skin meeting with his own. He smiled as he was back hugged by his boyfriend.

     "Good morning," the soft morning voice of Chanyeol greeted the other man. Chanyeol giggled as he can feel soft warm lips having contact with his left cheeks.

     "Good morning, Yeollie," the shorter one greeted the taller with his husky morning voice.

     Chanyeol faced Jongdae as he locked him in a hug, smiling at the other one, he pecks the others lips making Jongdae smile widely. Jongdae pulled the cover upwards as the sun began to show off it's warm rays.

    Here comes the light, stealing me back from you. Leaving the night, leaving me so confused.

    Jongdae stood up to prepare something in the kitchen, Chanyeol following him like a cute corgi. Jongdae giggled a bit as Chanyeol half carried him to the kitchen counter as he placed a soft kiss at the older's neck. Chanyeol carried him again this time close to the coffee maker. Chanyeol let Jongdae escape from his grasp. Jongdae did something there and got two mugs.

     While waiting for the coffee, Jongdae went to the refrigerator to find something for their breakfast- seeing a pack of ready to eat meatballs, all that was left to do was to microwave it and to toast some bread.

     After doing their breakfast and eating it, the two of them sat on their shared house's living room watching some dramas. As the main characters kissed each other- the both of them looked at each other, sharing stares of affection, adoration and maybe a bit of lust.

     Chanyeol held Jongdae's hands as he looks deeply to the other- brown orbs meeting black irises. The taller boy traced Jongdae's well defined jaws, sending shivering signals to the other, making him feel goosebumps. Jongdae bit his lips as he leaned closer to the other, feeling the boy with big ears' warm air from his mouth, recognizing the coffee's aroma. Chanyeol becoming less patient, grabbed a handful of the camel-looking man's hair, the other's lips to the other's lips connecting, chapped ones meeting soft ones.

     Jongdae was taken aback when Chanyeol carried him to the kitchen counter mentally cursing their hormones cause he's hundred percent sure that their kitchen will gonna be a big mess.

     Chanyeol planted vague kisses on the other male's skin, earning a slight whimper from the smaller man. Chanyeol then proceeded on sucking the shorter's allowance between his ear and head, Jongdae emitting subtle whines from the contact.

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     Chanyeol pants so hard as he pulls the cover upward to bring warmth to his and his boyfriends bodies, Jongdae grinning tiredly from the action as he drowsily blinks.

     Chanyeol points Jongdae's nose with his finger. Jongdae scrunches his nose at the slight contact as Chanyeol put his lips on his lips.

     Oh those lips! Chanyeol thought. Those lips when it mets his own sends intensive hormones that sweeps him off his feet— weakens his knees, softens his limbs.

     After a couple of hours staring and smiling at each other's anything, Chanyeol grabbed the other's hands, intertwining their fingers in a very slow manner, which to each other's hearts, pumping a little bit fast. Jongdae's eyebrows raised in excitement as their fingers tangled with the other's fingers. Jongdae huffs slightly as he lifted his body, bringing his mouth close to the taller's big ears. As soon as Chanyeol felt warm gush of air, he squirmed subtly, then he heard him say, "I love you,  Chanyeol-ah. ", then followed by a quick peck on his lips.

     I'm wide awake. I'm wide awake.

     Chanyeol sighed deeply, a relieved one as he stares lovingly at the other. He smiled widely, showing his deep beautiful pool in his cheeks, his dimple. There he saw his boyfriend. Laying cutely, breathing deeply and comfortably.

     Chanyeol traced his fingers to the other's jaw, his well chiseled jaw. He muttered a soft I love you as he laid beside Jongdae, the other's warm breath can be felt.

     Cause I wanna close my eyes and sleep. Run to the place we used to meet. I'd rather have you in my dream. Than wake up without you.

     As he closes his eyes slowly, he doubts for a moment, fazed that the other might disappear. But as he hugged Jongdae, his arms clamped around the other's figure— he smiled, quite sure that the other will never disappear from his grasp.

     Cause I'll take forever if you leave. Give up the world, so you won't see. I'd rather have you in my dreams, than wake up without you. Without you.

     As Chanyeol woke up, he panics as he can't see Jongdae. He quickly got up and went to his cabinet, looking for his sleeping pills. He has an adequate amount of sleeping pills stored in his house.

      He frantically took one container, half full, pouring all the pills on his wide palm, he breathes deeply as he consumed all the pills. He grabbed a glass of water, he prepared a while ago, the pills being pushed down his throat.

     Chanyeol's surroundings was now all empty canisters of sleeping pills. He took a lot, more than fifty sleeping pills in one day just to induce himself to sleeping.

     Chanyeol then felt himself losing air— he's overdosed. He has no one with him.

     He lost all breath, but till his last breath, his words are all about Jongdae. His lover—

—from his dreams.