Ch. 3 Bill...why?

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((⚠️Trigger warning!!!⚠️this chapter contains mentioning abuse as a child, chains, Bill attempted to kiss y/n when y/n was 13(not successful btw). Please don't hate me for writing this chapter. !!!!!!!YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!!!!!!))

-Y/n pov-

I went to bed and slowly drifted to sleep.

"Hheeyyy y/n!!!!! How's it going? I've missed you!" I screamed like I was being murdered. Bill jumped back a bit cause it was so unexpected.

"Bill i just saw you! How can I miss you if I just saw you a few moments ago?! Also... Why are you so close?" I gained a slight blush. I didn't really need him to explain cause I had an idea on why he was so close.

'mabey he's—NOPE! NEVER MIND NOT GOING TO SAY IT!! BILL I KNOW YOUR READING MY MIND!' He began to laugh and only got closer.

" Oh~ you don't have to even think it y/n I already know what your thinking~" he said this in the most suggestive way possible. I couldn't believe what was even happening at this point.

-Dipper pov-

I had woken up but the sound of y/n's voice.

"B-bill...stop...what are you doing?"

'w-wait...BILL!? WHAT THE HE'LL IS HE DOING TO Y/N!?' I thought before I ran over to them and began to shake y/n so then they'll wake up. "Y/n...y/n...WAKE UP!!" I didn't care if I was yelling cause Mabel had been sleeping like a tank as soon as the of age 14 punched her in the gut.

"N-no...ow! Get this off of me bill!" she was whisper yelling.

'what the fuck is he doing to her!?' I grabbed my water bottle and splashed it on their face.

-Y/n pov-

"B-bill...stop...what are you doing? " I was in such shock that I had no idea what to do. He then created some kind of 'blue chain thing... Why does it look so familiar?'

"Do you not remember?" He then smirked and clamped the chains onto me. "Mabey this will remind you~" he said this in a sweet yet sadistic tone before he tightened the chains.

'I still have no idea of what it is! Why do they look familiar!?' He tightened the chains a bit more and said,

" You still don't remember? Well... We got to this exact point when you were younger... all chained up... Me making them tighter... And... I got so close to you that out lips could touch... Then the pines family decided to interrupt our little... Game" he then tightened the chains one last time and I had enough. He had put chains on my ankles, wrists, tied around my waist, and now one was on my neck. I wouldn't have cared if the others for tighter, cause I have a very high pain tolorance. But he just had to do the neck didn't he.

When the one around my neck tightend... I lost it. I blushed madly when he did this, for only 2 reasons....

1-cause bill was right in front of me with his devilish smirk...

and 2- cause I had just developed a choking kink.

He hadn't even tightened that one very much. Mabey it was just the sense of what was going to happen had made me realize... or maybe I just needed to be with the right kind of person, but I couldn't deal with it. Bill tightened the one on my neck a little to tight and I couldn't really breathe. SoI used what little breath i had left to say,

" N-no...ow! Get this off of me bill! " I yelled at him and then my vision slowly began to blur. Bill looked furious and whispered to himself,

"Dipper we agreed that their dreams are mine...you can't intervene in what i do here."

I woke up with water all over my face and dipper holding a water bottle in his hand.

" Y/n! Omg are ok!? You were talking about bill...did he do anything you you? " he looked mad, determaned, and...concerned. That scared me more than the first time I ever saw that floating Dorito chip. I began to cry. Wait... cry... I can do that?... It must have been so long that I have forgotten i could cry.

" Hey, y/n... Let's go outside so you can tell me what happened... Ok? " I nodded my head and walked outside with him.

I then explained to him what happened and he was really mad at Bill for what would've happened if dipped wasn't there to help me. Dipper told me that it was alright now. The thing he didn't understand was how I was able to have such a high pain tolerance.

"Well, dipper, I don't think I ever told you this but...*sigh* my mom had died when I was about 10 and my dad was able to do whatever he pleased. So, he physically, mentaly, and emotionally abused me. He was also a fuck'n narcissist."

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((if you don't know what a narcissist is, then I will explain from my personal experiences of having a narcissist father. Narcissist in its self is— a person who has an excessive interest in or admiration of themselves.

Having a parent that's a narcissist can cause some mental disorders such as PTSD, depression, and or anxiety. This is a real thing that goes on so don't dismiss anything by you thinking it's your fault for doing something that your narcissistic parent was angered for. If you want to read more about narcissists and or narcissistic parents, then I'll recommend that you should see the following sites. The real effect of narcissistic parenting, what tactics does a narcissist use to manipulate peope?(Quora), and finally The language narcissist use to manipulate their victims(conscious rethink). I do wish more people knew about it so this is all I could do. Thanks for reading! And I will include dipper moments more in the next chapter to make up for this depressing chapter. 1020 words.))

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