love

part six

I looked at Colby, he winked and blew me a kiss. I turned back around and jumped, i held my arm out, smiling at the camera.

In a minute I landed on the ground. I watched as all the boys came down, Colby landed and jumped in my arms, I fell back, but he held me up "how'd you go?"

"Good.. definitely not over my fear of heights" he laughed and we made our way to the rest of the boys.

"I hate you" Corey spoke to Elton.

"What?" Elton asked him.

"I hate you"

"You love me?"

"No, I hate you"

"You love me?"

"I love you but I hate you and you just broke my body" I laughed as they fought, it was all for the camera, mostly.

"I look happy then Sam looks happy, Colby looks happy, Blake looks kinda happy, Corey looks scared out of his mind" Elton filmed the photos, I laughed at Corey's photo.

"Alright guys, are we ready for round two? Bungee jumping off that bridge way back there" Elton pointed the camera to the bridge that was far away "New Zealand is the birthplace of bungee jumping"

"Then you know what I'll do? You know I will be nice enough to record it for you guys so we have it-"

"Oh no, look you can record yourself, I have selfie sticks.. and if that one breaks I have another selfie stick.. who's in favour of Corey jumping?" We all out our hands up except for Corey.

"Four against one, it's a democracy, your jumping!" Colby yelled.

"I'm just gonna go call my loved ones, tell them that I love em" I got up and grabbed my phone.

I walked away from the boys, the continued arguing about Corey jumping. I called David as I forgot to when I landed "hello" he said tiredly.

"Hey, sorry, are you asleep?"

"Uh, yeah, it's all good.. what are you doing?"

"I'm sorry, I'm about to jump off a bridge" I said.

"What?! No-" he sounded panicked.

"No! I'm sorry, that came out.. wrong, I'm bungee jumping" he sighed.

"Bungee jumping? That's cool, thanks god your not jumping.. I think I had a heart attack" I apologised "are you having fun? I miss you"

"I am having a ton of fun" I saw Colby walking over to me "hey, are we going?"

"yeah, you ready?" I nodded and followed them. I talked to David until we got to the bridge, we were all in harnesses, Elton was getting ready to jump.

"I have to go, Elton's jumping, I'll talk to you later! Bye-"

"I love you!" He said before I hung up. I watched as Elton got pushed, he dipped into the water and came back up. I'm about to do that.

Sam was getting ready, Colby and I were talking "I'm so scared right now.. not gonna lie"

"Same" I laughed "I'm crapping" I turned around, Elton was helping Sam with the harness and Corey was texting Devyn. I turned back around and pecked Colby on the lips "you will be fine" he smirked at me and then looked at the boys again before pecking me on the lips.

"I guess, I'm jumping now" he squeezed my hand before walking over to the edge, I watched as he jumped. Sam came over to me.

"You kissed" he said, I pretended to be confused "don't act dumb, you kissed.. you kissed him then he kissed back"

Elton called for Sam to jump "we aren't done" he went to jump. Colby came up, he ran over to me.

"That was so fun- are you okay?" I nodded "what's up?"

"Uh, Sam saw us kiss" I whispered so Corey and Elton didn't hear "He wants to talk to me"

"You? What are you going to say?"

"Hey, I thought you will be like 'oh, we can do it together' you want just me to go? You kissed me too" he laughed and agreed to tell Sam together "I don't know what to say? What are we?"

"What do you want to be? Cause I want to be with you" I felt guilty, I loved Colby but I loved David. I don't know what to do.

"Uh, um, I don't-"

"You don't want to be with me" He rolled his eyes and looked to the side.

"Colby, I like you.. I just don't want to lead you on and hurt you cause.. David" he stared at me and then walked away, It was my turn to jump then Corey's. I couldn't stop thinking about Colby, I did not want to hurt him but I ended up doing just that.

I was having a panic attack, I couldn't hear the boys yelling "go!" I turned around just as the guy pushed me, I got dipped in the water, it was cold and refreshing, my panic attack died down.