Alexandra is a teenage girl wanting to get out of the hold her brothers have on her life, she wants to get out of the hold her boyfr-, ex boyfriend has on her heart.
She meets someone who is also going through a troubling time and they decide to ski...
My parents made Baby Alex an Easter basket as if Xander and I weren't going to be the ones eating her candy and shit. He was going to put the money they gave her in a savings account. They gave her little ass $400. What was she going to do with $400? She can't talk or walk.
Still thinking about what Mario said, I excused Xander and myself, to my room. My brothers ain't like that. Oh well.
"What's up?"
"I need advice."
"Ight."
"So me and Mario have been an on again off again couple for like 5 years. We were each other's first everything. We kinda promised each other our virginities. I want to go ahead and do it so I can get it out the way but like, how? I don't want the nigga back but I heard that when someone takes your virginity you get emotionally attached or some shit."
"You normally don't get emotionally attached when you have feelings for someone else."
"Well, shit. I'm good then cause I got feelings for three different people." I said laughing quietly.
I was supposed to wait until Mario and I got married before I let him take it but things don't always work out the way you want it to, huh?
I called Mario.
"Yes, ma'am?"
"Where you at?"
"My house."
"Come get me. I'm ready."
"I'm on the way."
"Ight."
I hung up. I can't believe I'm really about to lose my virginity. On Easter at that.
Thanks for resurrecting for me Jesus.
I washed up, lotioned up and put on just a black lace bra and an army green fitted spaghetti strapped dress that a little below my knees. My heart was beating fast.
I got the text that he was here. I slipped on my army green UGG slippers.
"Wish me luck."
He laughed and shook his head as I took a deep breath and left out.
"Where are you going," José asked stepping in front of me.
"None of your fucking business, bitch."
"Yo, watch ya mouth."
"José leave me alone."
I pushed past him and went out the door. The whole car was filled with his friends and they were hotboxing.
"Mario I have a job. I don't need this shit in my system."
"I gotchu, I ain't ever hear of someone failing a test because of secondhand smoke."
I nodded and climbed in, his eyes were barely open.
"Mario you good?"
"Mhm."
I rolled my eyes because this isn't even like him. He doesn't even smoke. Shit. He hated that shit.
He dropped his friends off then we headed to his hood.
Santos territory.
I wasn't trying to die tonight but he assured me nobody was going to see me.
When we got there he gave me the okay to come in. We went to his very clean room, Mario never cleaned his room. Ever.
I was pretty nervous. He was being awkward.
"So..."
He started smiling and step towards me. My heart sped up but he just started kissing me. I calmed down cause we've done that before, plenty of times.
He pushed me down on the bed. Everything felt natural.
He kissed my neck and started leaving hickies on what no longer belonged to him. This neck used to be "Property Of Mario Velacruz" now it's "Open For Lease, Contact Property Manager", he took my dress off and rubbed his erection up and down the center of my thighs.
Lemme tell you. My shit ain't never get this wet and at this point I needed this shit.
"Stop with all the foreplay, gimme my dick."
"Yours, huh?"
"Yea- ouch"
He stuck that shit in fast as hell. It still kinda hurt as he sat there. He started to stroke slowly and once I got a feel of that tip hitting my g spot I made that nigga speed that shit up.
The only sound in the room was me screaming his name, him moaning mine, and our skin slapping.
We both came after 3 minutes, he collapsed beside me, "I can die now."
"Xander- I mean Mario shut up."
He gave me a weird look and his eyes filled up.
"It was an accident. I swear."
"It's alright. I'll always love you. I hope you can forgive me. Just know you were my first love, my first everything."
"Mario..."
"Whenever you ready to go, I'll take you home."
"After I take a nap."
- The next day...
I woke up in Xander's arms. I tried readjusting myself but my legs were sore as fuck.
"Lexi!" My dad yelled.
Now I don't have a choice but to get up. I slowly got up and threw on some sweatpants. I went downstairs trying not to make it seem so obvious. My mom, dad, siblings, and Mario's siblings were here.
There were 3 Santos' in my living room.
"You called for me?"
They looked like they knew something I didn't. Damn that boy ran his mouth. I was probably about to get in trouble for being in their hood.
"Well, Mario..."
"Mario what?"
"Mario killed himself last night."
It was like all the breath escaped my body. I was falling.
