The Art Of Love

Chapter 1

      It has been three months since I left I took Torri and luke with me. It's hard to explain to them why their dads not around anymore. Any day now I will give birth I haven't asked about the gender I don't care what gender it is. I care about how its the last piece of Derrick I have. Torri and luke remind me so much of him, but this baby was the thing he wanted most was his family. He loves them so much and I took it all away to save us to save him. I thought I did the right thing. But in so many ways it felt so wrong. I love my children with all of my heart they are my world. I hated that I also took away his world too....

------Derrick P.O.V.-----------

I miss them... They are all I think about... They never found the bodies...Maybe in some way, they might still be out there maybe they are trying to find a way back. "how are you feeling?" my mother hasn't left my side since they died I moved back home with her."im doing the best I can mother." she smiled and rubbed my back "its been three months derrick... You need to move on with your life. I know it's hard but please for my sake and yours." my head hung low "i cant... I just can't... They were my world... How can you move on from a life you loved
How can I move on if I can still see them? I see her everywhere I look... I see my son my daughter how am I supposed to move on mother?" I don't know what to do with my life. But the feeling I have in my heart I just know they are out there somewhere. I need to know if they are alive. "i don't know... I truly don't know." I haven't feed in weeks my heart throbs I need to find them...

-----Lanna P.O.V.----------

        I felt something warm running down my leg then a sharp lasting pain in my stomach. I realized im in labor. "Tori can you bring mommy her purse over there and get luke for me" she handed me my bag she's grown so much in the last few months so has luke they both look four years old. I hold my stomach as another contraction came on. I dialed 9-1-1...

"keep breathing ma'am we are almost there 3 more minutes." I just nodded another contraction came on. "the baby coming " this one was so strong my contractions were 5 minutes apart. "hold on we are pulling in now." they rush me out of the ambulance Torri and luke barely being able to keep up following them. They looked worried. They rushed me up to a room Torri and Luke sat in the chairs in the corner. My friend Kelly rushed in. " everything is going to be okay..."

I passed out

I woke up to a baby crying. I look over to see a beautiful baby boy he had derricks nose and his chin. He looked so much like him. They put him in my arms. The first thing I did was cry I wanted Derrick to be here I wanted him here to welcome our new son but I took that from him... From us...