Y/N POV
I'm throwing a party at my house and I live alone so I don't have to worry about parents talking shit or whatever.
I blasted Myself by Naz and everyone automatically started cheering and dancing. I was pretty popular so a lot of people were here.
It's only been about 15 minutes when I heard a glass break. Jesus Crist I thought in my head. I went to go see what the commotion was and I saw that my favorite picture of my and my best friend was shattered.
I saw the boy that dropped the picture and hit him on his head. "You fucking clumsy bitch." He rubbed his head and rolled his eyes walking away.
I found my bestie and hugged her from behind. "Who the fu- oh hey y/n" she smiled as she turned around and hugged me back.
I laughed and jokingly kissed her on the cheek, I loved her we've been friends for 3 years. "Hello beautifal." I said tapping her nose she giggled and pulled me to my living room to dance.
I tripped over a hennessy bottle and fell on the floor. "Fuck," i whispered. y/b/n helped me up and hugged me. "You're okay baby." she smiled.
We started dancing flinging our hair around having the best time. "I WAS SOBER FOR AN HOUR BUT IM ROLLIN OFF A BEAN NOW, THE DRUGS THEY GIVE ME CONFIDENCE IM SAYING WHAT I MEAN NOW." Everyone including me and my bestfriend yelled at the same with the song.
I started to sway my hips back and fourth and twerking with the song as my fried was laughing at me, I suddenly felt someone else's crotch on my ass.
I quickly stopped dancing and turned around thee Ethan Dolan. I honestly thought he was cute and wish I got to know him, a lot of people say that he's bad and to never talk to him but i'm bad to so i don't give a fuck.
"Don't stop baby." He whispered in my ear which made me insides tingle. I turned around and contributed to dance of him but a little bit slower he wrapped his arms around my small waist and pulled me onto him so that way he could feel my ass a bit more.
He suddenly turned me around and kissed me roughly, I kissed him back lightly tugging his hair.
"Jump." He demanded. I did what I was told he held me and brought me upstairs to my room. I heard my bestfriend shout "YOU GO GIRL!" while clapping her hands, I smiled while we were kissing and he closed my room door.
He sat me down on the bed and took off my shirt and taking his off as well. "You're so beautifal y/n." he whispered which made me blush, but I didn't really think that he meant it since I could smell the alcohol in his breathe.
He layed me down and took off my shorts but I stopped him and started crying. He backed off and started to get nervous "y/n i'm so sorry did I do something??" he asked with a scared tone.
I looked up at him and shook my head no. "It's not you it's just...i'm a virgin and I don't want to lose my virginity to someone who's just going to skrew me and then leave the next day." I cried into my hands.
He sat down next to me on the bed and said, "I'm not gonna leave you y/n. I promise." he smiled. I didn't know if I should belive him because he was a little bit drunk but I gave in anyways we continued doing our business.
NEXT MORNING
I woke up naked and turned over to my side and saw that Ethan wasn't next to me. I sighed and started crying. I knew I shouldn't have trusted his drunk ass, fuck.
I liked him and had a good time. I decided to get up and get dressed into pjs because I don't plan on going anywhere today considering the fact that I have to clean the mess downstairs.
I walked downstairs carefully being prepared for the big fat mess. I'm surprised it wasn't actually that messy there was just beer cans and liquor bottles on the floor and two freaking juuls on my couch, I don't vape so I threw them away.
I went into the kitchen to grab something to eat and I saw a note on the fridge.
"Hey, you probably thought that I left you if you're reading this but I didn't i'm at the store getting you food to make you breakfast, I actually do really love you y/n. I had a good time last night btw, for your first time you were actually kind of a freak;)
-Ethan"
I smiled at the note and blushed, he kept his promise.
