Kun's Journey

Chapter 9 - Dominance

One week later

I'm really thankful that the boxing center gave me a free membership, even if it's only temporary. It honestly has shown me that even though I don't really care to exercise much, a little self-discipline isn't bad and it keeps me focused and not... distracted. I honestly see why Lucas likes coming here.

Speaking of whom, Lucas and I have been working things over. We're even sparring partners whenever we're boxing! I really think my punch knocked some sense into him, but I still feel kinda bad about it...kinda.

So as Lucas and I were walking home, we're having casual conversation. That is, until...

Lucas

"Hey Kun, can I ask you something? I mean, it's kinda personal, but I still wanna know."

Kun

"Umm... sure? Is everything ok Lucas? You seem a little... deep in thought. Which is a little surprising from you."

Lucas glares at me. It's a little too icy for my liking, but not exactly venomous either.

Lucas

"Ha. Ha. Very funny Kun. But for real... why did you and Ten...?"

Kun

"Oh Jesus Christ Lucas, you're still on about that?"

Lucas

"Well duuuhhhh! And you haven't exactly answered my question whenever I've asked about it, have you?"

Well shit. He was absolutely right about that. The thing is I really don't know why I had that fling with Ten. Don't get me wrong, it was really hot and amazing, but something about it didn't exactly feel right...

Kun

"Oh... well, the thing is that I really don't know Lucas."

Lucas

"Really? You don't know why?!"

Kun

"No, I don't! I mean, one minute we were just talking and the next minute he pulled my pants down and started sucking me off!"

Lucas

"Uh huh, sounds legit..."

Kun

"*scoff* Why do you care anyway? I thought you and I weren't a thing? It's not like you would ever want anything serious with a guy like me..."

Lucas

"Kun... I really thought we were gonna try things out, take it slow and go with the flow?"

Kun

"I'm pretty sure that you wanted to 'figure things out and see where things go', but I don't recall you saying that you wanted to be in a serious relationship with me."

Lucas rolls his eyes as we reach the dorms. I push the 'up' button and are pleasantly surprised when the doors open without wait.

Lucas

"Well that was convenient, just like you with Ten last week!"

I sent him a venomous glare, but end up chuckling at the crude joke. I have to admit, he had me there. We enter the elevator and as the doors close, Lucas leans in close to me...

Lucas

"Ya know, I was kinda jealous when I heard you and Ten."

Kun

"You don't say... why were you jealous anyway?"

Lucas

"Shhhh, let me finish. And it's because of those sinful noises that you both were making. Hearing you pound into him and him screaming your name"

I can't help myself, but I start to get a boner at memory and the way that Lucas is whispering in my ear isn't helping...

Kun

"O-oh is that so? What do you propose then?"

Lucas

"I want to make those noises too Kun. With you."

I'm absolutely dumbstuck by this statement. I can't imagine how he must be feeling in order for him to tell me this... I don't even know if I can handle bottoming for him.

Kun

"Oh Lucas, I don't know how to feel. I don't think I'd be able to handle taking it from you."

Lucas

"Who said I was gonna top?"

Ok... WHAT? Lucas of all people is gonna bottom? For Me?

Lucas

"Calm down Kun, I just want you to know that I'd be willing to do anything for you..."

*DING* and the elevator opens...