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im holding off on working on the requests for now because my step mom is just pushing me further into depression. the vent was just coppied from my DA page because its easier

this has been going one for 2 days now & im sick of it! Talking to my stepmom to ask for anything is infuriating!

Me: *hiding in my room wanting to be left alone by my family*
Parents: You should get out of the house more
Me: *when i actually want to get out of the house*hey can i go somewhere with my friend?
Parents*play a round of 20 questions just to say idk, we'll discuss it later just to forget till i remind them the next to or no*

Like wow thanks for appreciating that i actually want to get out of the house. I swear its like this anytime i want to go somewhere with friends but when i want to go with them somewhere for the same reason of getting out of the house ifs a yes like ill go with them places just to be outside while doing the same thing i do at home, be on my phone to ignore them because im just really the outcast of the family they love to make miserable & pretend everything is ok when it's not! Sorry i just had to vent this out ive been holding it in since i got home from school, i had asked my step mom a simple question of what would be easier to get me to my best friends house over the weekend so we can go to a free con together that my stepmom already said yes to me going & it was literally a round of 20 questions to lead to"ill talk to your father & see if we dont need you this weekend then maybe you can go" like really? you already said yes a week before & not to mention my best friend already made sure that the people holding the con know we're coming. Im the only good kid in my house & this is how your gonna treat me? anyone else in my family can ask to go somewhere & its a right away yes with maybe 1 or 2 questions about where they are going or when they will get back. I have an argument planned for tomorrow if my stepmom pulls more of this unfair crap on me tomorrow, i should be treated the same way everyone else is treated in my house not like grabage. I am the 2nd youngest who is the only kid good & stays out of trouble i rarely leave the house, nor my room for a matter of fact, so explain how i can possibly cause any trouble when im being quiet & in my room where its impossible to do anything wrong yet somehow all i do is something wrong to cause my stepmom to lash out on me for no fricken reason! thanks for understanding & caring guys, im sorry this is long i just need to get this off my chest before i abuse my arm again with bite marks. Any tips on how i can possibly reason with my step mom that i havent already tried?

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