Irresistble

one

The song came to an end as the bus doors open once more,I was on my way to school by the bus of course which wasn't the best option knowing that a lot of the people I don't get along with are here come to think of it I didn't get along with anyone. highschool was and is my least favorite place now don't get me wrong I used to love socializing and school and what not but currently I mainly focus on my studies I was one of those kids that'd get bullied a lot but heaven forbid I'd cut myself.No, never I believe when you do that your allowing these words to leave scars on your body like their words matter i'm not against anybody who does them though....

A lot of people kept bugging me which is normal I guess I've gotten used to it .we finally reached our hell hole which is public wise known as SCHOOL

I made my way to the front doors keeping my head down I didn't like to draw much attention plus I'm not that much of a sight especially in school for example today I was wearing some black pants which were once tight but now .....well let's just say they're gainormous ,a button up shirt as well as these thick,black glasses which I didn't really need for I had no eye issues but I choose to keep it that way they covered my blue pal-ish eyes and my hair was just up in a pony tail with my bangs out of course

I safely made it to my locker.I had chemistry which I guess isn't bad I do really well in it as I made my way to class with people calling me names

A tall figure blinded my sight oh no please no I don't need any mental charges not that what was said mattered I barley listen anyway but out of all the school's buttheads him?  there you have it this is my life

"please move" I say looking down

"and what if I don't?" I can practically hear the smirk in his voice

I didn't reply just kinda made my way around

" I was fucking talking to you" he calls out

still ignoring it

"bitch" I hear Brittany,still don't give a shit maybe I once did but never will I ever again

I sighed listening to the teacher blabbering about chemical bonds and what not well I was pretending to listen while drifting in my own thoughts.I kept thinking about the world,the universe ,the oh so fragile universe and what made my life a living hell but then this is life it doesn't really care about what ever opinion you have it just devours you,like a predator waiting on it's prey or may I say destroys you ,you see that's why I like writing its way less complicated then communicating with just regular human beings by writing your pouring your soul,heart and mind into a piece of paper that will never judge you as bad as humans maybe that's what kill us each and every person because at the end that's what happened

society killed the teenager

I maybe am  young but I know life and I know how it is ,I know you can be so strong before you break

you become too weak

to broken

emotionally

and physically

sometimes I wonder why is it that birds can fly and feel freedom with such little effort maybe flying freed, then one thing I did learn though was when you love too much you forgive too much ,forget too much so you break too much

I made my way towards my locker since I was a senior I was on flour four (yes our school is that big)

it was  disgusting. I mean I've never been here before since obviously only seniors were allowed but thats what I heard, then again I don't really care. They all ...and I mean everybody here can go burn in hell for all I know as I neared my locker I heard strange muffled noises that I couldn't recognize so when I reached my locker I wasn't really surprised with what I saw.Luke and Brittany standing there freaking making out in the middle of the school ,forth floor,90 degrees north and in front of my damn locker .Is this locker cursed or something? and they're making out session is causing a seen