Toxic Affection | Manthony | Complete

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warning drug use and suicidal actions

Christians pov

"Please just tell me what's going on in your stupid little brain, lately you've just been so different and I do like it." Clinton snapped as they pulled into the Caves driveway. "I don't know what's going on and I'm still the same Kras as Iv always been." I shrugged as Clinton wasn't satisfied with that answer. "We're not leaving until I get answers out of you, like why'd you do with Mitchel, why'd you fall sleep in Mitchels bed why is there blood on my razor again, damn it Christian Iv done nothing but help you!" Clinton's deep voice start to get louder which made me flinch Iv only ever herd him yell at Mitchel or Pat. "I don't know know Clinton I'm just going through a lot, please unlock the cars door." I spoke quickly knowing how bad Clint's mood swings could get. "Like what, Christian we used to tell each other everything, now you can't even look me in the eyes." Clinton's voice was still raised. "Stop acting so dramatic just let me out." I spat getting annoyed. He grabbed wrist as I whimpered he pushed up my sleeve. "I'm not being dramatic you are, look at your wrist Christian, you swore on our friendship that you'd stop self harming!" He screamed even louder. "Well how else am I supposed to deal with the shit that everyone puts me through!" I raised my voice to meet his. He took my face in one of hands as tears started to rolled down my cheeks fearing the worst. I closed my eyes waiting for his fist to come In contact with my nose, instead I felt a soft pair of lips smash into mine. I was taken back for a second but this wave of 'this is what Iv been wanting' washed over me. I took it as a opportunity. I kissed back but not in a cute way like he was. I placed my hand on his inner thigh so I could could get closer to him. My rough kiss was received well by him as he slipped his tongue into my mouth our tongues fought for the space in my small mouth. I tried to get closer to him as he put his seat back. I moved my body on top of his. I sat on his lap as I loved my kiss down from his lips to his neck he tilted his neck allowing me more access. He let out a small moan followed by another one. I slide my hands under his shirt as he slipped it off as he did the same to me. He reconnected our lips as I could feel his Member under me starting to rise, I took this chase to tease the shit out of him. I started to my hips into his as he moaned into my mouth.
I kept grinding my hips against his as his grip on my hips got tighter. I moved my hands down his toned stomach as I started to undo his pants in the process I accidentally honked the horn. "No ones home it's fine." Clint laughed a little as he started to unbutton my pants.

Mitchels pov

"I still don't like the idea of you..." pat got caught off as someone honked a horn.
"Clint must of just got home, and needs help with something, I'll be right back." I jogged to the four as I walked close to the car my eyes widened for some reason I let out a scream as I ran back inside.
"I...I...I think I'm actually gonna puke." I wasn't being over the top I felt my dinner coming up.
"Move." I pushed Pat out of the way and puked into the empty side of the kitchen sink as pat held my braids back. "I'm so confused why'd you scream, and why are you puking." I whipped my mouth and grabbed a water bottle. I felt a hurt feeling wash over me for some reason. "I...I needa do some lsd or something come on." I grabbed Pat by the wrist but the whole way up to my room I couldn't get the image of Kras on Clint out of mind. "Here, open them." I handed him the pill capsules as he just stood there. "Do you remember what happened last time you did acid?" Pat said in low tone. "Man shut up and do what I told you!" I snapped as he took a step back. I rubbed my face as I went into the bathroom and put a cold rag on my face I came back into room but Pat had left. I rolled my eyes and grabbed the pills and opened the capsules myself. I plugged one side of my nose as I snorted the pink line and sat criss cross on my floor as I over onto my back and starred up at the ceiling. "I can't like Christian that's gay, but why else would I felt so hurt by that"
"Maybe because you just don't want your brother or him hurt, did you forget that Jesse and Clint are a thing Clint's cheating on Jesse with Christian."

"WOULD YOU SHUT UP!"
I screamed to the voices in mind as I a wave a heat came over me. I started to count the lollipops on the ceiling as someone started to scream at me.
"You like him you fucking faggot you like Christian so much and you know it and you can't do anything about it but sit here and watch him suck your brothers dick!" The voice screamed as I started cry.
"Stop that's i am not!" I screamed and start to hit my head against the floor just to make the voice stop.
"You have it bad for the blond and the only out of this is to kill your self!" The voice scream.
"Stop please I'm not doing that and I don't just go away and fuck off!" I screamed at the top of my lungs as I noticed blood on my floor as felt blood trickle down and cloud my vision.
"Mitchel who are you yelling at!" Christians voice was on the other side of the door. "I'm serious Mitchel, You're a gay drug addict that no one likes, think of how easy Clinton's life would be without and it's kinda sad that the only person that would miss you is the one who drove you to this point." I didn't scream because I knew the voice had a point.
I wobbled over to my closet and found my dads old hand gun.
"Trust me everyone is better off without you." I took deep breath.

"Hey me..." Christian stopped dead in his tracks as I held the gun to my head.
"Please turn around I don't want you to watch me kill myself ." I managed to choke out.

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