Toxic Affection | Manthony | Complete

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So Iv decided to just finish this book in 3 person point of view lol

Mitchel closed his eyes regretting everything word he just spoke meanwhile Christian sat next to him dumbfounded and at a loss for words.
"You can't just leave it at that!" He basically scream as he grabbed onto Mitchels bare shoulder and jerked him over to make Mitchel look at him.
"Just go to bed." Mitchel mumbled as Christian let out a huff.
"Are you kidding me, can I sleep with knowing this information." He said with his voice still elevated.
"You know what forget, forget everything I just said, it's probably the withdrawal talking anyways." Mitchel raised his voice at the being but it turned into a whisper quick. "Why do you keep acting like you can't have feelings?" Christian said with all seriousness as he turned the bedside lamp back on.
"Because I just can't." Mitchel sat up and brought his knees to his chest.
"Why not Mitchel you are a amazing guy no matter what anyone thinks you have a heart and that means a lot." Christian Smiled as Mitchel kept his eyes low.
"T...that's the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me." He said barely audible.

"It's true Mitty anyone would be hella lucky to have you as there man, I mean your protective, you have an amazing sense of humor and you're sooo hot." He held out the 'o' in so.
Mitchel felt a blush come onto his cheeks.
"I love you." Christian mumbled as Mitchel blinked slowly.
"Don't say that." Mitchel still kept his eyes far away from Kras he was scared to look him in the eyes for some reason.
"Why, Mitchel now Why am I not allowed to have feelings?" Christian said with annoyance creeping into his tone.
"I never said you can't have feelings, you just can't have them for me." Mitchel let go of his knees and crossed his arms across his chest.
"Why." Christian stared at his feet as he sat criss cross. You could hear the disappointment clear in his voice.
"Because, I won't let myself hurt the only person Iv ever wanted to keep safe." Mitchel spoke as Christian finally glanced over at him. He saw a tear fall from his cheek. "Mitchel?" Christian whispered as Mitty fell face first into Christians shirtless chest.

Christian didn't understand why he was sobbing into his chest but he just rubbed the oldest boy back as he continued to cry.
Christian tried to push him away so he found finish the conversation. "No." Mitchel mumbled into his chest as he took his arms that were dangling next to and wrapped them around the younger boy.
"Please say you said 'I love you' to make me feel good." He finally pulled himself out of Christians embrace.
"I don't just throw around that phrase, Mitchel." Christian pushed his unbraided hair behind his ear.
"Iv done nothing but treat you like shit, Christian you can't love someone that makes you feel like dirt." Mitchel had a point but Christian had a better one.
"Mitty, you were the only person other than Clint and Jess, in that whole school that ever uttered a peep to me, you are the only person that would take time out of their day to interact with me, yes the interaction was always verbal abuse, but still it felt nice to know that someone knew I existed." Mitchel dropped his shoulders. "Kiss me." He mumbled. "Gladly." Kras Smiled And cupped Mitchels face as he turned Mittys face to him and connected their lips.
It was like their lips belonged together, it was the missing puzzle piece. They fit together like it was meant to be. The soft kiss ended quickly but neither one complained. Christian rested his head on Mitchels forehead.
"That was my first kiss." Mitchel let out a small laugh.
"Wait what." Christian laughed.
"Don't tell anyone." He crossed his arms once again.
"Well I'm glad I could be your first kiss." Christian said with confidence.
That brought a smile onto Mitchels face as Christian turned off the light.
"It's been a long day we should get some rest." He Smiled as Mitchel agreed. Mitchel laid his head on Christians chest as he listened to his heart rate slow down.
"You are the only person I have." He mumbled as he closed his.

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Sorry for a short chapter