everyone has fears, it's just your brain's natural response to stimuli. i know i'm afraid of a lot of things like getting shots, changing in front of people, the dark, etc. but there are some fears you have to get over. like i have to get over my fear of people being left behind, which i've talked about before but i have another fear i need to leave behind, and that's letting go, especially of the past. as you probably know, about a year ago i moved away from my home, the place where i felt safest and happiest, and to be honest i still haven't gotten over it. i miss my old friends like crazy, and i admit to sometimes saying i want to go home, and not actually meaning my house here. but that's not healthy is it. so instead of texting people from where i used to live in a desperate attempt to cling to that feeling of pure joy i had so often there, i have to move on and find that same feeling here. i'll keep the memories, all the happiness and other feelings, but i have to understand that all of that is long over. i have a new home with amazing people i'm lucky to call my friends. i can't turn back time and i can't keep focusing on the past so consider this my promise to look forward and start anew, yet keep the good memories close to my heart.
song: little moth- chloe moriondo
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wave after wave
Non-Fictionso i used to have a very sad book where i would just rant about depressing shit but that wasn't healthy at all so i deleted it. this book is about positivity, for a change. sure there's a lot of shitty stuff i deal with but i just gotta get up. and...
