Who Am I Really

Chapter 25

Yesenia POV

Picture above is the ring Owen picked out

Woke up today with the feeling today was gonna be a good day. I've been talking to my sister and my parents. They were worried but I explained somethings to them and they were more then understanding. I never thought they would be so understanding it made me feel happy and a little comfortable with them. As I was still in bed I heard a know on the door and then it opened and of course it was the twins with breakfast in bed.

" We made you breakfast in bed" Lewis said

"Enjoy" Owen said

they made me eggs , toast, sausage, with a cup of orange juice

" Guys thanks I appreciate it a lot" I said

After they gave me my breakfast we ate it together. We headed downstairs and chilled. After a while the guys decided that we should take a walk on the beach and enjoy the nice weather and maybe go for a swim. Usually I'm the one that tells them lets go to the beach but like I said today felt like a good day.

We walked on the beach and talked. I started dazing out. I was thinking a little about school, my family, the guys, and worst of all my feeling. I say worst of all my feelings because I'm not the best person when it comes to my feelings. I don't do the whole expressing myself been through to much. So anyways back to my feelings. I think I have feelings for the guys but is it okay to have feelings for them both. I'm not sure but its what I feel and I'll deal with my feelings later. Luckily I snapped out of it before they noticed.

We decided to go for a swim. Well I decided to go for a swim and they guys joined me. Usually swimming helps me think and help clear my mind. Well it helps more when I go to my hiding spot because I sit there for hours and float in the water without a single care in the world. But swimming with the guys distracted my mind and I was able to think. I just lived in the moment with the guys. They are great guys everything about them makes me so happy. They are everything you could ask for and more. 

While we were swimming Owen decided to help me float. Even though I'm a good swimmer I let him help me float. I struggle floating sometimes when I'm trying to relax and I can't.

" Here let me help you." Owen said 

"Okay" I tell him  

He helps me float as I close my eyes and take a deep breath to relax and float my mind wonders. I start thinking if this would work. Could I be happy with both of them? Do they even have feelings for me? If they do how do I choose? Would I even have to choose? Are they into that? Am I into that? So many questions yet I have no answer. 

By the time I opened I was floating with the twins next to me one on each side of me. They we just watching me. They had the biggest smiles on their faces and I looked at them so confused. 

"Why are you guys looking at me like that?" I said 

" why not? You are so beautiful." They said in sync 

I find it so funny when they talk and say things in sync. I think it's adorable.

They looked at me and noticed I was getting cold. So they decided it was time to get out of the water. We sat on the warm sand and just enjoyed the sun. We talked for a while. I though about bring up my feeling but at the same time I didn't want to ruin the moment. Plus I dint know how to bring that up. How do you bring up the fact that you have feelings for both of them at the same time not knowing how they are going to react. 

We started getting hungry so we decided to go home and go eat. The walk home was quick. When we got home we decided to order food. We ordered Chinese food. We started watching a movie while we waited for the food. We were watching Venom. Half way in the move the food came. While Owen went to get the food me and Lewis went to the kitchen to get us drinks and sit at the table.  

We ate in silence. Lewis and Owen were both in their thoughts when I cleared my throat and they both snapped out of it.  Lewis and Owen looked at each other like they were reading each others mind. 

Since I finished my plate first I decided to take a shower while they finish. I told them i was going to take a shower and excused myself from the table.

Lewis POV 

When she left the room I looked at Owen and he knew what I was thinking. I looked at him and said 

" I think it's we give her the rings" I said 

" I think so too" He said 

We went to her room while she was in the room and decorated her room with rose petals. We put the rings in the center of her bed. As we were doing the finishing touches she turned off the water from the shower and we hurried up and finished putting every thing together.

We waited outside her room as if we didn't do anything. When she walked out the bathroom she was wearing white shorts and a baby blue tang top that brought out her eyes. She looked at us with confusion

"what's up guys" she said 

"We have a surprise for you" we said in sync