Suicidal Love (Ticci Toby x Suicidal, abused reader){discontinued}

chapter 9- Confession?

Masky's p.o.v
It was 2pm, so only the insomniacs and some others were still awake. 'Ok, I need to ask y/n what I should do about.... That.' I thought, looking for  y/n. I found her..... Hanging upside down....... Off the back of the couch..................... Reading a book.......... She is weird. "Y/n, can I talk to you for a second?" I asked. She looks over at me, nods, drops her book, falls of the back of the couch,gets up, and over to me. ( I would do something like that😂) "Ya?" She asks. "Kitchen" I said, knowing no one was there. "Ok." Y/n said, following behind me. "So what do you need?" She asks. My face turns red, mostly for embarrassment. 'These are the times I'm glad I wear a mask.' I thought. "Advice." I said, looking at her as her eyes widened and a smile came to her face.
Y/n's p.o.v
"Advice." Masky said, looking at me. I felt my eyes widen and a smile make its way on to my face. 'He wants advice... From ME... Like a friend!' I said in my thoughts. 'Calm down!' V/n yelled at me. "About what?" I asked, kinda hoping it was about how he was going to tell Hoodie that he likes him. "How should I tell Hoodie I like him?" Masky asked, his face obviously red as fuck. "Ok so, story book, fan fiction, or real life?" I asked, trying not to fangirl scream. He just took his mask off and looked at me confused as fuck. "Ok so, a fairytale 'I like you', a fan fiction 'I like you', or a real life, boring, normal 'I like you'. "I said, trying to explain my thought process. "What?" He asked, still very confused. "Fairytale fan fiction mix it is." ( I actually think like that😂) I said. 'Really?'  V/n said. 'YES!' I yelled back in my thoughts.  "Ok?" Masky said, more like asked. "Ok so, get a mission that the 2 of you, AND ONLY THE 2 OF YOU, can do and on the way, or back, tell him." I said, he seemed to think it over for a second. "Ya, thanks sooooo much.      y/n." He said, a smile now on his face. "No problem." I said walking back to the   couch. I sat on the back of the couch, flipped upside down, grabbed my book off the floor, and continued to read.
Time skip to the next day
Hoodie's p.o.v
I was in the kitchen, eating cheesecake, listening to Jane bitch at Jeff, Sally and Lazari were in the corner coloring. And y/n.... Was reading..... Upside down.... Hanging of the back of the couch. 'She is weird as shit.' I thought as the fimilar static fills my head. I walked up to Slender's office, Masky was already in Slender's office, file in hand. 'I need the 2 of you to go and kill someone for me. Be careful, he is prepared.' Slender 'said'. 'Oh no.... I love to go on missions with him, ya. But at the same time he's my crush! So why only the 2 of us! Even though Toby is annoying I'd still prefer him to come with!' I screamed in my thoughts, hoping Slender wasn't listening. "Yes sir." We both said in unison as we got up and left his office. "Hey Masky, need you real quick." Y/n said, running over to us. 'If I wasn't so damn fucking sure she liked Toby, I'd say she liked Masky!' I thought as he finally reached us. "I'll wait for you by the door." I said as I walked to the door.
Masky's p.o.v
"I don't care how, but you need to tell him." Y/n said after Hoodie left. "I will, I will." I said. "Well good, and also, he likes you." Y/n said as she walked away. 'Dose she really know that or was she just trying to give me more confidence to tell him?' I questioned my thoughts as I walked over to the door to meet Hoodie for the mission.... And possibly the best, or worse, moment of my life. "Ready?" Hoodie asked me. "Ya...." I answered, my mind racing. 'How am I going to do this?!'
Y/n's p.o.v
'Their both freaking out!!!!' I laughed in my thoughts. 'Well you told BOTH of them to tell the other they like them.... They have the right to freak out!' V/n yelled at me, I just continue to laugh.
Hoodie's p.o.v
'HOW AM I SPOSE TO TELL HIM!!!!!' I screamed in my thoughts. We just walked tords the house we were sent to, awkward silence hung heavy in the air. 'He probably doesn't even like me. Hell he probably HATES me!! He has been acting weird around me. Like he doesn't want to be around me. What did I fuck up!!!???' I thought, felling sad now.
Masky's p.o.v
'HOW IN FUCKS NAME AM I GOING TO TELL HIM!!!?? Y/n made it sound soooo easy.' I thought as I looked over at Hoodie, a slight heat rising to my face, Hoodie didn't seem to notice that I was looking at him. Then I noticed that the heavy silence became.... Sad. I was going to say something to break the silence, but my mouth wouldn't open and the words were caught in my throat.
Hoodie's p.o.v
I could tell Masky wanted to say something, but couldn't seem to say it. I would have laughed if I wasn't in the same position. The heavy silence hung in the air and nether of us had the words to break it. 'Why would I even tell him? He only sees me as a friend, and I don't wanna ruin that. I guess I'll just have to get over him.' I thought, even sadder than before. 'I still wander, what dose he wanna say?' I thought.
Masky's p.o.v
The awkward silence got even sadder! I could tell something was bothering Hoodie. 'Why can't I talk!!' I cried in my thoughts, trying to speak, but still falling. We got to the house we were sent to, I was able to speak, just not the words I won't to say. "We're here...." I, awkward, said. "Ya...." Hoodie responded, also awkwardly. Hoodie pried open a window and we climbed in. We were in, what seemed to be, the living room. Knifes, guns, and amo were everywhere!
Hoodie's p.o.v
We went up stairs, after checking the first floor, to what seemed to be a study. There were Bolden bords everywhere in the room, with evidence that we exist!! "Guess that's why he's ready." Masky whispered, I nodded in agreement. *Click* I heard the click of a small hand gun from behind us. 'Shitttttttttt!!!' I thought as I tried to figure out what to do.
Masky's p.o.v
'Well fuck!' I thought upon realizing someone behind us had a loaded, small, hand gun pointed at us. I looked over at Hoodie, he looked over at me. I could tell he was thinking about doing something stupid. "T-turn around!" The guy behind us commanded, fear clear in his voice. We turned around to face him, he waa wearing a hood, so we could really see his face. 'I fucking swear if Hoodie does anything fucking stupid!' I thought, as he took a step tords the guy with a gun. "D-don't come c-closer!" The other guy yelled, shaking like crazy. Hoodie was easily able to disarm him. The guy pulled a FUCKING SWORD out of this jacket. A. FUCKING. SWORD!!! 'Shittttttttttttt!!!!!' I thought as the guy took a step closer to us.
Hoodie's p.o.v
'WHERE IN FUCKS NAME DID THE GET A FUCKING SWORD!!! This is going to be a bitch.' I thought as the guy took a step closer to us. "Brian Thomas, or Hoodie, and Tim Wright, or Masky." The guy simply said. 'HOW IN FUCKS NAME DID HE KNOW OUR REAL NAMES!!!!!!!!' I thought as Masky took a step up so he saw standing next to me again. "Who are you?" Masky asked. "Matt." The guy, who I guess is Matt, said.
Masky's p.o.v
'Ok, well if Hoodie can distract him, I can disarm and kill him. But how am I supposed to ask him to distract Matt?!' I thought, me a Hoodie locking eyes ( they still have their masks on) the hole time I was thinking. As if he read my mind he started to ask Matt how he managed to get all the picture around the room. He was being over dramatic, but Matt let his gard down, so it worked. I snuck up behind him and grabbed the gun on the floor. I quickly shot him and he fell to the floor. "Ok, so burn the evidence?" Hoodie asked me. "Yep." I answered, going to look for something flammable. I found gasoline and pored a lot in the study, and scattered it throughout the rest of the house. I heard sirens and looked over at Hoodie, we quickly ran out side tords the forest. I took out my lighter and lit the trail of gasoline as we ran further into the forest.
Hoodie's p.o.v
"That was close." I said, leaning on a tree for support as I tried to catch my breath. "Slender wasn't kidding when he said Matt was prepared." Masky said. "He pulled a FUCKING SWORD out of this jacket!" I said, laughing slightly. "Ya, that was new!" Masky said back, also slightly laughing. "Hey, can I ask you something?" I said, really wanting to know why he has been acting weird around me lately. "Ya, ofcorse." Masky said, more seriousness in his voice. "Ok so.... How do I say this without sounding like a..... Bitch?" I said, trying to think of how to word this. "If I fucked up, or if I was being a bitch, just tell me." Masky said, I sighed.
Masky's p.o.v
"You've been acting.... weird around me. You don't really talk to me as much anymore. What dis did I do wrong?... Oh who am I kidding, it's probably just because I'm alive.... And I'm a worthless fuck up." Hoodie said, clearly sad. I just about bitch slapped him for saying that. At this point my mask was titled to the side of my head. I walked up to him and took that stupid ski mask thing off his face. "W-what are y-you doing?" Hoodie studdered, his face red as fuck. I could feel my face was also red as fuck as I leaned in and...... KISSED HIM!!!!!!
Hoodie's p.o.v
Masky just....... KISSED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I kissed him back as soon as I realized what he was doing. After a couple of minutes we broke apart for air. "A. I will bitch slap you the next time you call yourself a 'fuck up' or 'worthless'. And I've been acting weird around you because... I.... Love you and didn't know how to tell you." Masky said, looking at me. I was looking at the ground, I looked up at him. I could tell my face was a hole new shade of red. "I...... Love you too." I said, no longer choking on the words. I was happy to finally say that to him, and he likes me back!

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