y/n was a 17 year old girl. constantly being abused by her always drunk parents, she finally decides to end it all. and that was when she meant him. but sometimes, some things never change and other times you find new twists.
WARNING-this is about s...
'Why!!!!?? Why me?!?!?! Why do I have to be so god damn fucking blind?!?!?!?!?!?! Why does this kinda shit always end up happening to me?!?!!?!!?! Guess my 'parents' where right......... No one could ever love a worthless fuck up like me!!!!!' I thought as I ran, tears blurring my vision to the point where everything was nothing more than a blur of color. My head ached, my feet hurt, my thoughts were everywhere, and my heart.... BROKEN. My feet asked me to stop running, my mind yelled at me to think this over. But I couldn't stop, what I was going to do made sense to me. I just couldn't make sense of what I had just seen. Where was I running to? The one place I haven't been to in 3 months. The place I use to call my 'safe place'. The place I went to think. The place this hole mess began...... And the place it was all going to end.... THE BRIDGE!!
Flash back to this morning
Y/n's p.o.v still
'I'm board!!' I complained in my thoughts, as I plopped backwards onto my bed. 'Ok so... Find something to do then!!' V/n yelled at me, clearly not wanting to deal with me. 'Fine.................. Oh!! I have some of my old notebooks.' I thought as I looked over at the box in the corner of my room. Inside the old, worn, cardboard box was some of my notebooks from years ago. 'Wonder what's in the notebooks?' I thought, remembering so of the things I use to draw and write. 'Well then maybe, just MAYBE, if you take the box, and look through the notebooks.... You'll magically know what's in them!!!' V/n yelled at me, clearly pissed off for some reason. 'Ok, ok chill. What are you so pissed off about anyways?' I asked her, kinda worried something had happened. 'My patients is running thin and I have a bad feeling about today!' V/n half yelled back at me. 'Ok then...... I'm going to go through my old notebooks.' I said back, walking over to the corner and, carefully, taking the cardboard box over to my bed and set it down. I, carefully, opened the box and took the black notebook lying on top. I opened the notebook to the first page. The page read: The One Who Saved Me (Ticcimask love story) -planning page. 'ohhhh..... I remember this story.' I thought as I loosely remembered the plot. I flipped thought various pages and started to remember more of the plot. 'I would still ship ticcimask but Brim is better.... Kinda? Ok not at all but Brim is cannon.' I thought as I heard a knock on my door. "Ya!" I yelled as I just continued to flip through the notebook. "Hey." I hear Toby say as I looked over at the, now opened, door. 'Shit!! I need to hid this notebook!' I thought, trying to think of a place to hid the notebook. 'Just place it back in the box and make it look as normal as possible.' V/n said. 'Thanks.' I said as I slowly set the notebook back in the box. "So, what do you need?" I asked, looking over the him. "Nothing, just wanted to make sure you were still alive." He said, a slight smile on his face. "When you say 'alive' what do you mean?" I asked, kinda jokingly. "At least breathing." He replied, slight laughter in his voice. "Hey, Toby, Clockwork said she needs you in the.... Library." Jane said from the doorway. "A. She knows what a fucking library is!!" Toby started, both me and Jane laughing. "And b. Why?" Toby finished, clearly not wanting to deal with her. "She said it was 'important' and she 'needs' you as soon as possible." Jane said, turning to walk away. "Ok, I'll go and see what she 'needs'." Toby said, walking over to me. "Love you." He said, giving me a quick kiss and walking tords the door to leave. "Love you too." I said, just loud enough so he could hear me.
End of flash back
As I reached the clearing near the bridge my feet finally gave out on me, causing me the hit the ground under me. I just layed there, a crying mess unable to stand. I couldn't make sense of anything, my mind was everywhere! My feet hurt, my brain hurt, my heart hurt....... Everything hurt!! After some time I found the strength to stand up. I started to walk tords the bridge, still a crying mess. Once I had stepped on foot on the old, moss covered, bridge I hear a twig snap behind me. "Y/N!WAIT!!" I hear....... HIM yell from behind me. I turned around to look at him. "Leave me alone.... Toby!" I yelled at him, venom lacing every word. "No..... I'm not going to leave you alone.... Especially not here!" He yellled back. "WHY DO YOU CARE ANYWAYS?!!!" I yelled back, not wanting to deal with HIM. "Well for 1. I love you and I-" Toby started, but I quickly cut him off. "NO YOU FUCKING DON'T!!' I yelled at him, now more pissed off than anything. "Why in fucks name would you say that!!" He yellled back, only pissing me off more. 'Does he think I'm that fucking stupid!!' I yelled in my thoughts. "WELL MAYBE BECAUSE I SAW YOU KISSING CLOCKWORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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