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OMG SORRY SORRY!! I WAS BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND URRGGG! ok story time.

~ At Dan's place~ OH AND I KNOW DAN IS 21. I MADE HIM 19 K?

we continued as we did at the London eye till this happend.

~FlashBack~

I sat on the couch panting from all the running. Shortly ran came running in. 

why did you r-run? dan panited

I-i dont know. i panited

Let's watch a movie yeah? Dan suggested.

Or contiue... i said..

Dan didnt say anthing he just started snogging me. I'm not complaing or anything.

OW FUCK! phil said.

P-phil? i laughed

MY POOR EYES! Phil ran away.

I burst out laughing.

That is'nt funny erin. Dan pouted .

Oh come one! yes it was! i laughed again.

NO IT WAS'NT! dan spat getting up and slamming the bathroom door.

As you know im senstive so i sat on his couch crying. 

E-erin I did'nt mean t-to hurt you. Dan said quietly.

I did'nt reply.

E-erin? Dan sat beside me.

WHAT?? i spat.

I-i dan tried to say. 

You're sorry? i asked.

Y-yes. Dan started to cry.

I know dan. i got up and hugged him and then went to the bathroom.

~END OF FLASHBACK~

As soon as i got to the bathroom, i pulled out the blade.

I did'nt know why i was cutting. i was really happy with dan. Just not with myself?

He probally has'nt seen the text i recive.

~You dont dersverve dan~

~ Attention whore~

~ I LOVE DAN! BREAKUP NOW~

The list went on. on on on on on.

I could'nt handle it. i was about to cut my wrist till i head phil and dan. they were making a video.

Hey guys! Phil said.

We have someone special for you to meet! Dan innterpured .

Her name is Erin. Phil smiled towards the camera.

DAN GO GET HER! phil shouted

Dan quickly got up and picked me up.

DAN! PUT ME DOWN! PHILLIONS HELP! DANSOURS!! i shouted towards the camera.

Since you're here erin, tell them you're story!! Dan said.

I took a deep breath and began. I cannot belive im doing this... 

~FLAASSSHHBAACCKK~

I did'nt understand why She was calling me names.

Attention whore.

Liar.

ugly.

Learn to spell.

I was'nt lying to anyone. I really did cut. I really do have depression. 

Another text.

~Mc Donalds is only a place that would let someone like YOU to work there! Actually no.. have fun working on the streets SLUT! ~ 

Why did this always happen to me??? Like i did nothing..

I quickly ran to the bathroom avoding my parents.

I pulled out my blade and i did it.

I cut.

Cut. 

I cut deep. 

It's bleeding more than usuall. Do i need therapy? Help? A doctor?

I just grabbed a face cloth and dapped my wrist.

After it stopped bleeding i headed out. 

I walked around my street. only a circle so it took me about 5-10 mins.

WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? my mum screamed as i walked in the door.

Out... i walked passed her.

DON'T YOU WALK AWAY FROM ME! my mum yelled pulling my arm back.

Then she slapped me and told me to leave.

I packed my bag and left.

My arms tingly, body numb. I was Alone and helpless.

Another text 

~ Worthless,ugly,anerxica,liar,attention whore.~

I never cried so hard in my life. 

I cried myself to sleep.

~END OF FLASHBACK! ( for now)

As soon as i ened my story.

Dan and phil sat there crying.

Don't c- i was cut off by the door being kicked down.

how did she find me?

why is she here?

I got up and grabbed Dan's arm and dragged him to the door.

ATTENTIION WHORE ! Sarah yelled.

S-sarah? I spat

WHO ELSE BITCH? Sarah spat back .

TWAT! dan stepped in .

HAHAHA NONE OF UR BUISSNESS PRETTY BOY!

Sarah walked passed him and came up to me.

She pulled out a blade grabbed my wrist. and Cut me. she cut my wrist.

As she left Dan rushed over to me as i cried in his shoulder.

I was carried around for 10 mintues. And then i heard nurses yelling and Dan crying .

Im in a hopstail.

Dead? Or alive?

I opened my eyes to see Dan.

D-dan? i stutterd.

ERIN! Dan flew up.

S-sup-e-r M-man. i laughed

He came up to me and comforted me as i cried into him .

Can Sarah just leave me alone.

HOHOHOHOHOH DRAMA?!! I THINK SOOO :D WAIT TILL NEXT CHAPTER MWUAHAHA.

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