~Erins Pov~
I ran from the couch to the bathroom and puked
D-dan! i shouted
I heard him run.
What? dan rubbed his eyes
I don't feel right... i leaned over the toilet again
Come here. dan picked me up and sat on the floor and me in his lap
i leaned my head into his shoulder
Show me you're wrist erin. dan said
my wrist? i laughed
Yes now. dan shouted
i sat up and showed him my cut wrist.. they were new
Erin.. why? when did you do this?
Well..
~Flash back~
I was in the shower letting the water hit my face.
I was crying.
I needed to cut.
i needed to.
i know i promised i wouldn't
but john.
hes going to find me..
i grabbed the blade of the counter
i held it up against my wrist.
1 slit
for seeing john again
2 slit
i don't desverve dan
3 slit
I'm fat.
i ened up with 15 slits up my wrist
i held my wrist under the water so the blood drained out
I whipped my wrist and put on my clothes
they arent noticeable right now.
~End of flashback~
Erin.. dan whipped my tears.
I.. i cried a little more
come here. dan pulled me up
He got a orange sharpie and drew a butterfly over my cuts.
why? i looked at the butterfly
To show if you cut before it fades away naturally you killed it. treat it like its real.
Ok.. i looked at it again
Dan grabbed my chin and forced me to look at him
Don't you dare do this again ok? dan whipped my tears.
i won- a knock at the door.
I'll get it. i walked to the door.
Can we hel JOHN? i freaked out.
I want you back. john stepped closer
i slammed the door and locked it
CALL THE FUCKING POLICE DAN
dan didnt answer he just called
OPEN THE DAMN DOOR ERIN! john yelled from the other side of the door
NO! I spat
The door was kicked down and i was dragged across the room into a corner
LET HER GO! Dan spat
NO! john held a gun against my head
WHAT ARE YOU DOING? Dan cried
SHE DESVERVES TO FUCKING DIE. john spat
PUT THE GUN DOWN! the policed yelled
NO! John held the gun closer
PUT IT DOWN. OR WE WILL SHOOT YOU JOHN! The second police yelled
John held it closer.
And then BOOM.
John fell to the ground blood draing from his head
i jumped up and ran into dan's arms.
Sh.. dan rubbed my back. You're ok. i'm here. sh
I just cried into his shoulder
Erin dan. the policed called
Yes? dan stood up.
Hes gone. for good. the policed said
Thank you. i whipped my eyes.
anything for you guys ok? the police offers walked out the door and took johns body ( ew)
D-dan. Thank you so fricken much. i yelped
Anything for you ok? dan kissed me
Erin? dan asked
Yes lovie? i laughed
( it's been a year since the have been together)
It's been a year. i love you so much
Marry me started to play
i slappped my hand over my mouth and cried
i want to be with you forever and always. will you marry me?
YES! YES I WILL! YES ! I squiled
He just smiled and put the ring on my finger and kissed me.
YAY! i heard phil eman taibz harry and eveyone else yell
WE WAITED A LONG TIME FOR THIS DAY! I heard louis yell
Shut it! i laughed
The day finally came.
dan purposed
Phil found his Gf ( Holly)
This is the best day ever.
i survied john
everyone was happy.
Happist i've ever seen.
I'm so happy. very happy i yelled
I love you. dan pleaged
I LOVE YOU TO! I pleaged
LET'S HAVE SOME FUN! Taibz shouted
LETS DO IT! me and dan screamed
( i think we all know what might happen in the next chapter ;) )
