COLE POV
i was in front of the apartment door. I decided to knock and if she doesn't answer i'll use the keys.
She didn't respond.
I took a deep breath and took the key from my pocket.
I opened the door to find picture on the floor and lili's phone broken screen on the counter.
no light was on beside the bathroom one.
i went closer to the door and knock on it.
she didn't respond. oh my god what has she done to herself i said. i opened the door and she wasn't there. i panicked. where is she? where did she go?
suddenly i heard sniffing coming from our bedroom.
i didn't open the door right away but put my ear on the door just to see if i could hear what she was doing.
"yes mom.. i know"she cried out
she seems to be talking to her mom
"it just i-i thought he loved me and he wouldn't be leaving me via Dylan"
there was a silent which a figure out was her mom talking
"do you really think that?"
silence.
"if he loved me he would have talked to me and we could have figured it out"
silence
"no i'm not going to run after him"
"look mum we will talk later"
"bye love you too"
and she seems to have ended the call
suddenly, i hear her getting up from the bed and felt the door open. What do i do?
the door open and there she is wrapped in a towel and red puffy eyes. she looked up and see me. and slap me.
"i'm really sorry"
"sorry my ass. Breaking up with me tell me what i have done wrong"
"you've done nothing wrong it's all on me"
"so tell me what it is" she said while tears were falling from her eyes.
"i-i can't"
"is it that bad?"
i didn't say anything thing.
Her phone start to ring so she went back to her room and answer.
"hello" she said
i could here what the other person was saying
"hey lili" i knew this voice BREE
"hmm who is this"
"oh you don't know though Cole would have talked about me"she said laughing
"no he didn't"
"well i'm bree"
lili freezes i have talked about her before. and lili knew she was bad news.
"okay.. what do you want" she said seconds later
"just wanted to say that cole cheated on you with me figured out when you too start dating that i was better for him then you. Well i got to go if he's with you tell him hi from me"
and she hung up
lili looked up at me and you could clearly see the tears forming in the corners of her eyes but the anger and madness was very clear too.
"lili i'm terribly sorry i-i was so drunk"
she didn't say anything but kept looking at me
"i know you will not forgive me easily but just so you know i'm not giving up on you like ever. i love you. i care about you. what i did was a huge mistake. i'm a dick i-i don't know what to do so you could forgive me but i will do anything just so i can get you back and have your trust again." i say while tears where falling from my eyes.
Minutes passed and she didn't say anything we were just standing in front of our new york's bedroom door looking in each other eyes.
She open her mouth to say something but that was replaced by huge sobs.
i looked at her i really wanted to hold her and say sorry till she forgive me but i knew that it was impossible for her to forgive me that fast.
she was crying her eyes out she looked up and said to me "can you hold me?"
i looked at her thought she was kidding or i didn't hear her well "w-what" i choked out.
"hold me pl-lease"
i came near her and put my arms around her body and she put her face in my neck. "i'm soo sorry i promise we didn't do anything but kissing and i pushed her away 10 seconds later i promise. please forgive me. please. i love you and i need you i can't live without you please" i cried out.
she removed her head from my neck looked at me in the eyes and said "i hate you" i was about to cry more but she added "but i forgive you" and removed herself from my arms. She start walking to the living room, me beside her as she was holding my arm. She sat on the couch and pull me on with her.
She looked up at me and asked "can you cuddle me?" i thought i was in a dream.
i opened my arms and hold her tight scared to let do and to loose her.
10 minutes later, she removed her head from my chest and told me " why was you drunk in the first place?"
"we didn't see each other for so long and i was missing you a lot. And i thought that drinking might remove this sadness from my head. I needed you so much. Plus that day i had a panic attack so i was not really good. I went to this bar had too many drink. I saw somebody coming to me and i'm drunk thought it was i was like 'she came back' and then felt lips on mine and i was 'she's really here' but something was wrong those weren't my lili's lips so i pulled away and so bree. I start shouting on her telling her she messed up my live and start to run back to our apartment in vancouver scared to lose you and hoped you ere there waiting for me. But you weren't si i start crying and then came right away to new york but when i arrived remembered you were with your family so i waited. And during those days i start to rethink about what happened and i thought that breaking up with you was easier but actually it's not. While i was waiting in the car for Dylan is was so nervous and scared. I was imagining you crying and wanting to know the truth but even Dylan didn't know it. I'm terribly sorry and so scared pd losing you so please don't break up with me" i cried out.
She was looking at me crying and suddenly i felt her lips on mine and she said "i forgive you"
"really?! just like that?"
"just like that" she said
"thank you thank you i love you i won't do it again" i said while crying happy tears and kissing her everywhere. And she giggled. Oh my god that giggles.
"you're giggles is going to be the death of me" and continue to kiss her.
I was about to kiss her lips but we were interrupted by a knock on the door.
I went to opened as lili went to put on some close (she was still in her towel).
I opened the door to see Dylan.
"Omg you're okay" he said relieved.
"hmm yes you knew i was here"
"so how did it go"
"i forgive him, he won't do it again will you?" i hear from behind me.
"no i won't" i said while kissing her forehead.
"wow went easily" Dylan said
"yeah i trust him" she said
"okay i will live you guys bye" he said and hugs us each.
"bye bro" i said
"bye Dylan" Lili said
i turned around and said "up for a date?"
end of "new york" so how was it?
