LILI POV
I was sitting on my bed.. It's been a week since he did that. I cried, cried and cried. I think that I never cried that much in my life.
HE called.
DECLINED.
HE texted.
LEFT ON READ.
He is such an asshole, he doesn't accept the fact that he is the father.
throwback
i was home waiting for cole to come back. i just found out I was pregnant. we didn't really talk about that before but i'm sure that he'll be exited as I am. I was wrong.
"Lils babe, how was your day?" he asked while putting groceries bags on the kitchen counter.
"we are fine" I said.
"grea... wait what we?!" he said
"yea..hm IM PREGNANT!!" i respond.
I was about to go and give him a kiss but he moved and said:
"what the fuck?"
"aren't you happy?" I asked upset
"you're kidding right?"
"no i'm not.. i'm pregnant"
"WOW... ACTUALLY GET OUT" he shouted
"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU THIS IS YOUR BABY TOO"
"IS IT THOUGH?"
he was thinking i have cheated?
"are you insane, YOU THINK I WOULD CHEAT ON YOU?"
he doesn't say anything.
went to our room.
and start packing MY bag.
"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?" I shouted
"packing your bag" he said like it's totally normal.
"cole.. I HATE YOU"
and right after that I left the door, purse in my hand and went back to my old apartment. without anything else.
I open the door. Set on my bed and never left this place.
end of the throwback.
DID HE REALISE WHAT HE HAVE DONE TO ME?
I DEFINITELY DONT WANT TO SEE HIM AGAIN.
2 weeks later (from when the argument happened)
I was on set. In my trailer may I say locked.
I didn't talked to anyone. Not Cami. Not Mads. Not anyone. And certainly not Cole.
I had to film with him though and I didn't want to loose my job.
I walked to where we are supposed to film to find Cole sitting alone in the back. Red eyes. Fresh tears. I could have cried seeing him like that. But I didn't.
"COLE LILI IN 5" shouted Roberto.
We locked eyes. I felt my tears coming so I turn my head to see Camila coming to me.
"lil, you're sure you're okay?"
"Totally" that was a lie.
"want to come to mine tonight so that we could talk?" my best friend knew that I was lying.
"hmm sure" i said
"COLE LILI"
the scene was extremely hard to film.
I had to sleep in cole arms and talk to him about everything that happened. And he had to kiss my forehead, cheek then lips. I didn't tell anyone about what happened so Roberto thought we would do it easily. But no it's not easy to film.
