A simple Night

10 years

For some reasons Magnus couldn’t take his eyes off of Alec and he wanted to talk with him for some more before he had to go back to his friends. Alec was still right through about him trying to fill this emptiness but he didn’t try to fill it with meaning less one nightstands even he liked to have them every once in a while. “So…wanna talk about it?” Magnus asked after a few seconds not quite sure what made this young man so interesting and Alec sucked in a sharp breath before he gave a sigh to Maia for another drink. “Nop but if I ever change my mind I will 100% not come to you.” Alec answered not even glancing at Magnus but he could feel Magnus eyes on him and Magnus felt a little disappointed which he would never show tho. “Okay then do you want to at least answer your phone?” Magnus asked with a raised eyebrow since the ringing of Alecs phone wouldn’t stop and Alec swallowed the whole new drink at once before he took out his phone. He didn’t have to look at it actually to know who it was and he let it ring until it was over before he unlocked it and saw that he had 100 new messages from only one person. Alec read through all the messages and the more he read the more anger and pain he felt in his heart but one message broke him. <You can´t deny that it isn’t your fault too.> This message made him so mad because yes maybe a part of him was to blame because he was often on a business trip for at least two weeks and that each month but that didn’t mean Lex could just cheat. Alec went on these trips to earn money for their future life and to only offer Lex the best and he never thought only once about cheating in the weeks he was gone. Couldn’t he expect the same from his partner? Alec thought back about all their fights trying to tell him this break up was for the better but then all the beautiful memories came to his mind and it felt like a world broke down. 10 years were a damn long time and no one would give them back to you but now Alec felt like these 10 years were just stolen time. “Maia, can you please give me the most expensive bottle of your whiskey?” Alec asked after he totally ignored Magnus and Maia nodded not wanting to play the mother now because she knew Alec wouldn’t be happy about that. “Here you go…that makes 300$.” Maia said after she placed a full bottle with goldish brown liquid on the bar and Alec filled out a check that Maia took gladly. “Now if you excuse me…I have a night for myself.” Alec told Magnus before he got up from his seat and stumbled to the entrance of the bar but the way he looked worried Magnus. He didn’t even have a name to the pretty face and Alec didn’t do anything else than snap at him through the whole evening but he still liked Alec for an odd reason.  The cold night air hit Alec and he had to be honest when he stood up he felt how the alcohol shot through his whole body making him feel a little dizzy but he just wanted to forget. If he had the chance to erase all the memories of Lex he wouldn’t hesitate a second to do so but he couldn’t and the alcohol made him at least forget about it for the next 8 hours. Alec felt his phone ringing again which made him so mad because he wanted Lex to just leave him alone and he took out his phone.  “Just leave me the fuck alone, Lex.” Alec yelled into the phone not giving the person on the other end to say anything and instead of hanging up Alec made sure that no one would bother him tonight anymore. Out of pain and anger Alec threw his phone at the wall of the building in front of him causing the phone to break into pieces. Alec was so mad at Lex and he wanted to hate him so bad but how was he supposed to hate the person he loved dearly? That was all just too much for Alec in that moment leaning back at the wall behind him he sunk slowly to the ground hugging his knees to his chest and closing his eyes. Losing 10 years of your life was hard but losing a person who was you actual life was horrible and Alec felt like he couldn’t breathe. There was this lump in his throat that wouldn’t allow the air to reach his lungs and he slowly started to cry until he felt a hand on his right shoulder…//tbd ohh poor Alec😔 whoes hand is that on his shoulder?🤔🤔🤔🤔