The Inner Voice

how i live ?

They don't really even know about me
I'm feelin' depression
I had a lot of pressure
Actually I HATE MY SELF
Who am i ?
Why I'm here ?
Who are they ?
Do they know me ?
Hey I'm just human
Don't you look at me
I'm full of pain right ?
I'm not a part of them
I can forgive it but i'm sorry i can't forget it
Just do what i wanna do
I love being closed person
Look at my eyes do you see i'm crying there
Even if my eyes not bring tears
I think my physical condition isn't good enough
Only GOD know my real condition
I'm lookin' at the mirror
And look what i've got there
There is monster livin' there
So that's why i can't control myself
My room is the most place that i like in my whole life
One day finally i knew how to express myself
I started to make some peotry about my self
I express my emotion there
I wrote about love, reletionship, friendship or deep meaning peotry
I felt fine when i'm wrote that
So yeah
Now i think my life can changes
This is my new selt
So I'll do anything to make myself feel better