143 words || NamJin✔

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I can remember a time when we both went live in my little studio at the time. I could remember the way he was talking, the way he was so concentrated with his words as if he were lecturing our listeners about life. I stared at him for the longest time then and I didn't regret it.

Asides from the fact that he's absolutely sweet eye candy, looking at him calmed me.

I didn't look back at the video once it was available for re-watching. I was too afraid to see the expression I had while my eyes were on him.

Hopefully, I didn't look too weird.

He probably noticed.

I probably made the wrong impression on him then.

I bet he felt awkward.

Why am I such a mess when I think about him?

That's when I realized I had a crush.