Awake. I woke up, feeling so shit and shit and shit and shit to the million times!
I'm so tired. I feel numb. I feel dumb. I feel pathetic. I'm having a mix emotions. I wanna die. I wanna die. I. Wanna. Die. And I am going to die.
(A/N: I don't wanna offend someone, I'm sorry for this chapter and I hope that won't affect anyone who's in trouble, struggles, problem, etc. Idk but I just really think it's necessary for me to apologize for this chapter, the words that I've mentioned here is really too much and this must not be applicable for our lives, we should appreciate everythings we have, love myself, love yourself, once again so sorry! :>>>)
