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2018 has passed and let me tell youu!
It is currently April of 2019 and its been so long since I've published in this story... but I'm back and im better than ever.
We still talk up to this day and I am so grateful to have you in my life. I had been through so much in 2018 you were there for it all. I opened up more to you about some really really personal things and yet there were no judgements from you... I really appreciated that best. Its been2 years since we met and honestly I am so happy to have you in my life. One thing i love about us best, is even though we go a few days or even weeks without talking to each other... we're still always there for each other when we need each other the most.
Last year, October of 2018, i lost someone very close to me. I lost someone who was like a second father to me... you were there for me whenever I needed you.  In December i got into a relationship with this guy and you were happy for me, in January of this year he cheated on me with his best friend... you told me I should leave him... i did but then we talked it out and got back together... this time you weren't happy but you were happy as long as I was. I broke it off again with this guy but got back together again because he wanted me to stay... you knew i deserved better, but I didn't listen.
Me and this guy continue dating for 2months... he ends up leaving me out of no where. No explantion as to why he left, literally the last thing we said was i love you... it was almost 9ur 3 month anniversary. I was feeling down about myself and questioning my self worth, but you were there when I went through that.  You knew all along that i deserved better and I wish i had seen it.
You've always been there for me... even when my last boyfriend (the one before my recent ex) passed away and I was so devastated  because I felt it was my fault... you were there to tell me that it wasn't my fault and that everything will be okay. You're the only one I trusted when you said that. I've been through so much and you were there for it all... all my happy days and all of my crappy days.
You are honestly the number one definition of what a best friend is supposed to be.  You always brighten up my day. And right now we're both going through some crappy stuff but just remember that you have me and i have you, we will get through this best. I promise.
We will always have one another.

FROM GUAM TO CROATIA ❤

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