It was now around Christmas time and kian still wasn't home , I missed his hugs . I missed his kisses , I missed his laugh I miss his smile. I just miss every fucking thing about him . I was sitting in my room day dreaming when my phone went off and snapped me out of my thoughts . it was text from kian i almost burst into tears because we havent talked in over a week. i immediatley opened the text message , before kian had left he told me he would be home for christmas which really excited me because i would get to see him on christmas . I opened the message and when i saw what it had said i bursted into tears i couldnt even finish reading what it had said. i threw my phone down and tucked my face into my knees and just cried i cried for atleast 2 hours until i finally decided to fish reading what it had said
KIAN- hey babe sorry i havent texted or called you in almost a week :( ive been so busy and my phone has been dead for like 5 days , so im texting you now . So i know that before i left i told you that i would be home for christmas... baby im sorry but i wont be home . Christmas is in 2 days and there has been severe blizzards in new york for the past 3 days and all flights are cancelled. im so so so sorry baby girl i wish i could be there with you . i promis when i come home i will make it up to you . i love you so much and im going to facetime you soon.
and that was the end of the text . i thought that it was nice that i was finally going to see his face after not seeing him for so long. at around 8;30 i got a facetime call from kian. I had completely forgot that i was crying and my eyes were all puffy and red , my mascara smeared and my hair in the worst bun. kian looked at me through the camera with a smile but it soon faded when he noticed that i had been crying
'baby why are you crying?!' he asked me sounding very concerned
i sniffled and muffled out a few words 'i just really miss you and i want you to come home and be in my arms again i just wanna cuddle with you' i said now crying again even worse than before
kian now had let a few tears drip down his face again 'i miss you more than anything princess believe me i honestly do, i would do anything to have you with me right now but im doing the best i can to see see you as soon as possible' he said 'kian i love you so much your the best boyfriend i have ever had' i said to him now wiping my eyes 'chloe i love you more than anyone in this world ever will no matter who is it, you are the only one for me and i will never take that for granted' he answered back i smiled at his 'theres that beautiful smile that i absolutley love and adore.' he winked at me 'all yours babe' i replied. We talked until 3 in the morning when Ricky was complaining that he was tired and needed to sleep. I went to bed happy , i hugged the teddy bear that kian had given me in new york and fell asleep to the little puppy snores KIKI was making , also the puppy that Kian had gotten me in new york.
The past day has been really rainy here so i just hung home and facetimed kian all day. Today was Christmas Eve and it was also Giannas birthday so i decided to throw her a surprise party. i texted her and said
'aye giannaaa happy birthday slut , im taking you out to dinner wear heels and something tight be at my house by 7" and with that i jumped int the shower , right now it was 2 oclock so i sent to everyone in my contacts
'PARTY AT MY HOUSE FOR GIANNA ITS A SURPRISE BE HERE BY 6;30' and then i finished getting ready , i completely forgot that i sent to to luke
'chloe its luke , make sure that ryan kid stays away from gianna thanks love . btw kian misses you soo much we miss you and gianna more than anything right now !'
he said 'i miss you guys to and i will!'
6;30
everyone arrived and filed in behind a bunch of furniture , gianna walked up the stairs to my house wearing a tight pink dress with black heels and hair long and straight. she rang the door bell and i opened the door 'heyyyy babe' i shouted towards i turned her back when i went to hug her so the she was faceing the door i counted my fingers to 3 and everyone popped out and yelled 'surpirse' gianna l00ked at me with tears in her eyes and hugged me so tight 'your the best chloe i love you sosososososo much' the music started and everyone started dancing nd drinking , my parents were out for the week . i was talking to gianna when ryan , obviously a little tipsy, came up to her , squeezed her ass and said 'hey babe' , joe followed and did the same to me. we both looked at each other and slapped them both . The party that night was so fun and amazing , i never wanted it to end. I got really tired though and decided to make everyone leave at around 2 am. Gianna slept over because her mom said to come home sometime tomorrow . we both went to bed . the next morning was christmas and gianna woke up before me because she heard the doorbell ring , i followed behind her , 'chloe its for you' she yelled . on my front porch was a huge package , it says its from my mom and dad . gianna helped me pick it up and drag it into the living room , i thought that they had finally gotten me a new chair for my room so i got excited . I tore the wrapping paper off and opened the too , there was a note on top of the packing nuts that said 'I LOVE YOU' my first thought was my parents , after i removed the note i turned and looked at gianna who was smirking at me , i turned back around and the nuts started to move , the next thing i knew kian popped out of the box. I coveered my mouth as he climbed out of the box and wrapped his arms around me. i cried into his chest , he kissed the top of my head 'hi baby' he whispered. I jumped up and wrapped my legs around him and started kissing him ' i missed you so much kian, i thought you couldnt come home?' i asked , he smiled at me 'ive been home for 3 days , i wanted to come visit you but i wanted to surprise you like this , by the way gianna luke is outside waiting for you.'[ after that she sprinted out the door. 'kian words cant describe how much i love you ' i said to him 'i love you to princess'.
The rest of the day we ate christmas cookies , watched christmas movies and cuddled . Kian slept over because my parents werent home. I couldnt ask for anything more right now.
