After that night with Joe I just couldn't stop thinking about him .. I don't know what gotten into me . I knew that I was catching more feelings but as usual I ignored it. I mean maybe he does like me?
Monday morning -
I woke up this morning dreading the school day ahead because I hate everyone and I know that all Gianna is going to talk about is what her and Ry did , which to be completely honest hurts me because I know that all he does is play her and mess with her and confuse the absolute shit out of her but whatever I just hope she finds someone better than him because she deserves so much better .
I got to school and I pushed past everyone because I hate people and in not a morning person . I got to my locker and the second I got there gianna wouldn't shut up about Ry so I had a sudden out burst and said "Gianna shut the fuck up honestly I'm sick of hearing you talk about this kid , he doesn't fucking like you ! don't you get it ?! All he does is play you and you still go back . when are you going to realize that he DOESNT want you. Now shut up and go to class before I loose it with you." I covered my mouth as soon as I realized what had just come out. Everyone was silent and looking at me , Gianna turned red and tears starting streaming down her face . I felt so bad but I was so numb that I couldn't even move , my feet felt heavy and they dragged . I walked to home room and as I was walking Joe came up to me and said ," you know Chloe, I don't really like Gianna & I was starting to like you but after that I don't think I want to be anything more than just friends . I'm sorry but I guess it takes one to see true colors" and then he walked away. I stood there in the middle of the entrance to home room about o burst into tears , all eyes were on me . "Chloe please come in and take a seat" the teacher said . I closed my eyes and opened them back up and walked in .. I sat down and covered my face because I now had Niagra falls coming down my face . I've been in school for 10 minutes and I already lost my crush and even worst , my best friend.
I went the whole day and didn't see Gianna once after lunch I did see her coming out of guidance which made me feel awful , so I decided to go up to her and talk to her .. "Gianna .. I'm so sorry .. I didn't mean anything I said I just look out for you because of the way he treats you and I hate seeing you that upset , it's not you that pissed me off its him . all he does is play you and I hate it . I love you. Please forgive me?" I said crying & she hugged me and said it was okay . I went home and ate and slept the stress away . Man what a day.
