Hello everyone my name is Myung-jun. I'm Korean, I'm 22 years old and been into the AVATAR Program training for three years with Norm Spellman and Tom Sully. After later on I heard Tom's death, it made me sad, well because I had a crush on him. Yeah...
I was an artist at school, and a famous writer, my mom and dad were so proud of me of it. But since everyone been commenting about me that I should kill myself that I should give up arts and writing stories. And no one likes me, that I only want attention. Korea is not a special place for me anymore. I went through depression. I love to read Na'vi book ever since I was 17, it was written by Grace Augustine. The scientist, who went to Pandora, the planet. I wanted to go over there. I want to draw of whatever I see, plants, special trees, even unique animals too. Since Earth is no more green. Only many houses and technology everywhere.
It's what my parents told me, and there were so many beautiful trees, flowers and plants. Even animals as well. I wish I could see it like that. But I can't, these people killed Mother Nature.
A thing about me I always wanted to see that. And also I like to do makeups a little bit, like how Korean band idols do it. And I love it. Doing a little bit eyeshadow, lip gradients, light pink blush too. Like one of my favorite Korean idols that I love.
I love being nice, respectful, helping out, studying, and being playful too. And dress up cute. My parents know I'm gay. But I always hate when some pervert guys always hitting on me.
I only want to wait for a right man to fall in love so I am not ready right now.
I was in the living room with my parents sitting down, watching television news. But once something about AVATAR Program they were saying. Saying something about that and I got interested. I grabbed the remote and turned the volume up. And started to listen what the woman was saying. She was saying that there was an assignment of AVATAR Program, what Dr. Augustine assign of who might be interested.
I was really into it right now. I told my parents that I wanted to go to California to assign AVATAR Program. They agreed, so I packed my things, said bye to my parents and say love them all the time whenever I Lev the house., and went to California. I had a save flight anyways
In the program I met Norm Spellman, he was nice, but not gonna be mean about it but he's skranny for a guy like him heh. But he's ok...and I met Tom Sully, I was finding him so attractive. For an American man. We been hanging around, laughing. Talking some things we like. He became my best friend. I was having a crush on him hard. I didn't tell him I was gay. Cause I might think he's straight or something. Or might reject me. But I do love him and care for him. And I will always be with him all the time whenever he needs me with him.
Three Years Later~
I'm already 20 years old and it was already time for our program who might go to Pandora. They called out Norm, he shouted out excitement. Everyone were clapping for him and gave him papers. Then next was Tom, everyone clapped for him as well. And for last I waited who might be or if it's me. I waited, waited, waited, waited...and.."And Myung-jun!" I open my eyes to look up and everyone were shooting at me and clapping as well. I went up to the stage gave me the board that I am in AVATAR Program. They said that me, Norm and Tom be leaving around four days.
"You did it man, you finally in the AVATAR Program now, Myung." Norm said.
"No, Norm, we all did. But I am so glad we all made it. After all, I can't wait what Pandora looks like." I said to Tom and Norm. "Yeah I can't wait either, well, this is goodbye, just for now. See ya in four days?" Tom said to me and Norm. "Yeah man, see ya in four days, Tom." Norm said and started leaving. Then Tom started to look at me, I started to blush a little. "See you four days, Myung?" He told me with soft voice and I blush a little more. I nodded at him and said. "Yeah, see ya in four days, Tom. Take care." I said to him more soft voice. "You take care as well." Tom said and brought me into a hug. I was shocked he did that. I couldn't help to melt into the hug and hug back. We started to let go and he smiled at me sweetly one last time and left. Then suddenly I squealed little loud like almost fangirling and blush like a tomato. I felt warm when he hugged me. I'm gonna miss him.
Three days later~
I was getting ready for all my things I wanted to take. My makeups. My 2019 IPhone that was made that year. I love it. Earphones, my art books, my clothes, and my family pictures. I put them on my bags. And yeah my earrings that I love, from the Korean band they have. I just love it. I heard my mom was calling me out from the living room. I went over there and."You need me, mom?" I said to her but she was giving me a look like worried and sadness in her eyes. I was confused and just asked away. "What is it,mom?"
She turned around to look at the TV news and the volume was up.
"Breaking news, a man was killed around the building in the corner. Some witness said that the thief was threatening him for money, he said he had nothing. Instead he shot him 5 times. He was in the AVATAR Program, the PHD. His name was Tom Sully, died today."
Tom, my best friend, and crush died. He was actually killed by a thief. I was crying, hard, I had fallen in love with him. My knows about it, and she was sad for me. She hugged me for comfort. I can't believe he was gone. He was about to go to Pandora with me and Norm. It left me depressed that he died. I guess it's just only me and Norm left to go Pandora.
I woke up in the morning around 6 and got my bags. At dinner my mom made, dad was getting ready for work. I finished my meal. Said bye to my parents. My mom made sure I have everything I needed. They said for me to take care and be careful.
I know my parents they are so overprotective for me. If I get hurt, killed or worse like rape. I got out my house and started to leave. Went to the airport to go Califonria.
We were already in outer space and looking at Earth, for sure I won't miss it, but for sure I will miss my family. My childhood friends, some other nice people I know. I will miss them. I took out my family picture, looking at my mom and my dad. And said. "Don't worry you guys, I will be ok. Goodbye, mom and dad. Love you." I said to them lastly on the picture to them. And finally said.
Hello my Na'vi people's, so this my yaoi book here. I just wanted to say that I love Tsu'tey, he was the love of my life and I was sad that he died in the movie. I went crying when he got shot and fell. And I read one of the love stories of Tsu'tey, and it was girls. Don't get me wrong you guys who wrote them I really really love it so much. But there's barely Tsu'tey boys love. So I wanted to write one. And it's gonna be Korean cute guy name Felix from the K-pop band Stray Kids. I love him he's so cute. So why not. I am gonna make Time skip on the next chapter guys to Quaritch talking. And meets Norm again and Jake. I hope you guys love this story. Let me know on the comments how you like this one.😁👍
