The Ambrose Effect

😭Chapter.7😭

I was in the hotel room collecting my stuff trying to secretly get away, I'm done with all the drama and Renee is one trouble maker, I'm sick of being known as the girl who is gonna be the most hated in the future just for one mistake it is best to go now rather than never.
Paige: "What are you doing?"
Me: "No.... It's Nothing"
Paige: "Nico, your doing something just tell me"
Me: "Well isn't it completely obvious?"
Paige: "It's not, I don't know weather your leaving or weather your having a nervous break down, the place is trashed!" 
Me: "I'm leaving... That's what I'm doing, no matter what I do I will never be good enough"
Paige: "Don't you dare say that. Oh and you are not going anywhere... Your the bloody divas champion for fuck sake"
She said as she was battling me putting my stuff back where I had it, as soon as I put my clothes in my suitcase ut would be straight out of it because Paige is quick at this and eventually I listened to her and went with the flow....
I was dreading walking into the arena all the time and all I ever did was have a nervous break down but it would only be mini meltdowns occasionally but I have to put that brave face on, stand my ground like how my brother and Paige have taught me in the past and prove to Renee that I cannot and will not take her bullshit and I do have a backbone and she won't dare mess with me again.
I can't make my life about Dean and Renee constantly and I must move on and put my matters and needs first.
I have to be the leading lady of my own life and I have to reach my own standards before I can reach anyone else's, I've spent my whole teenage life wrestling with my Brother and if I let her stomp on me now then it would be a massive and I mean massive let down and my brother would've been completely wasting his time other wise.
Especially for nothing and I can't afford to let this all bring me down and I won't let it happen anymore.