The Ambrose Effect

🎲Chapter.34🎲

One dark night we went out randomly on a date and yes a lot of people could see us including Dean Ambrose fan girls out there and it never bothers me if I see them but to see them around it does for Jon, we talked about the near future because I'm nervous incase the hard work of getting us back on track backfires.
Dean: "I did ask if you wanted marriage but you said no"
Me: "That's because at the time I thought it was too early for that kind of stuff"
Dean: "I do know what you mean, I do understand but it's always gonna be up and down with us"
Me: "It will be, I know"
However he does know  it doesn't have to be that way all the time, I really do think that he thinks of Renee Young too much and I personally think she's destroyed his personal life near enough, what more can she take away? He can't even make a choice for himself because he's too afraid of her and her opinions of what she thinks and if myself and Jon don't work out then I would like him to at least stand up for his choices and stick to them weather his exes like his choices he makes or not.
Me: "Promise me you won't care about what your exes think of you"
Dean: "Ok I promise"
I smiled really big and I surprised mysel tonight, I think it was the first time in awhile and I only ever smiled when I saw my family or friends because they do make me that happiest girl too at times and that's when I go to the UK.
Dean: "I would hate for all of this to go wrong, we are really not giving up and that's good"
Me: "I agree it would suck if changes were made like that"
And God knows what the future holds.... Maybe or maybe not, the last thing I want is for this to be flushed down the toilet, we can't let it happen, we can't waste time anymore and I'm still waiting and waiting and Renee just needs to leave us alone and I will be happy but she won't because she's the hardest person to deal with, you just can't get your point across with her because she is simply Renee Young and she has an opinion and loves to voice it a lot.