**Harry's POV**
I rocked myself against the bathroom counter whilst sobs shook my body. Zayn was banging on the door telling me to open it. I couldn't. I couldn't let him see what had become of me.
I was a broken man with scars littering my arms. Nobody could seem me in the state I am. The only person who could bring me back was Louis. The one who broke me in the first place.
I shakily got to my feet when I hear Zayn talking to Liam and Niall outside the bathroom door. He must have gotten so worried that he rung them to come over.
I could barely make out what they was saying over the blood thumping in my ears.
I held onto the edge of the sink with shaky fingers and peered into the mirror. I looked dreadful. My eyes were rimmed red and my skin was pale. I splashed some water onto my face before I unlocked the bathroom door.
3 worried faces came into sight. They pulled me into their arms whilst we all had a bear cuddle. I closed my eyes and savoured the feeling of love and friendship. Who knows when I would get that feeling again.
After what seems like hours, we pulled apart and they gently led me into the dining room. They all sat down around me and stared at the towel wrapped around my arm.
The blood had seeped red and made the once white towel red.
I looked up into their eyes to see Niall had tears in his eyes, Liam had worry etched on his face and Zayn looked angry? What have I done to make him angry? I hope he doesn't hit me.
He must of noticed me flinch because he walked out and slammed the door shut.
"H, what's happened?" Liam asked me cautiously.
I sniffled and told them the story.
They cradled me in their arms and whispered sweet nothings in my ear.
I loved these guys. My best friends.
Once we all settled on the sofa watching a movie with our limbs entangled, we heard the front door slam shut.
Zayn came stomping through reeking of beer and weed. He stood right in my face and pointed his finger accusingly at me.
"You have ruined Louis. You want everyone to feel sorry for you and everyone to against Louis. Well I'm sorry but that's not happening!" He shouted in my face and raised his hand to my face.
I immediately shut my eyes and waited for the impact. It never came though.
I opened my eyes to see Liam wrestling Zayn away to his room to sleep off the state he was in.
I got out of Niall's arms and walked to my car. I could hear them shouting for me to come back and running after me but I didn't want to go back.
I just wanted to be myself.
Alone.
