I don't understand

I dont understand (intro)

I'm walking to school thinking about him. He's 5'11, brown skin, light brown eyes with hazel outline, swag to 100, shoe game on point, clear skin, nice lips, nice hair cutt. he is pure gorgeousness I don't know how the fuck he so fucking sexy. I go to a charter school shit got mad nuff drama doe so I be with my squad no one else.

Friday,sep 12 2014

Ima be missing in action soon. I won't be the same person after this. It seems like he only has a passion toward me an loves his girlfriend. Cuz if he loved me he wouldn't be with someone else, right? So this tells me he doesn't really loves me. Everybody I tell, tells me that. But I don't understand why he treats me like I'm his one and only when kaylise is ,but I have no time for his thick ass love triangle. He is lost, he's mixed in between love an passion. He has passion for me and loves her. I wish someone will show him the right path so I won't be in pain.