I don't understand

Chapter 3

Sunday,sep 15 2014

So we had a argument today. We just ground out we were hurting each other. And we never gave each other chances to express our feelings that's why we ended up not together. Just separate people who have strong feelings towards each other. To me that's bullshit now I'm even more confused beacause he said "I love you with a passion."then why is he with kaylise?

I'm really losing hope for this boy,he is playing with my emotions. I told him ima get hurt in this love triangle I always do. This ain't me tho I can tell by the way I'm acting. I've become type weak. It ain't pretty ether. Have u ever love somebody so much it makes you cry? Well that's how I felt. I basically ground the personi dreamed about when I was a cubby bullied little girl.....somebody to save an love me.