I'd Step On My Own Reality Childhood With My Mind

My school sucks

That 1B class in lastest years, I left that class after I got ADHD meds, I felt much better. And I still not feel better about my minds and my feelings. I'm in 3rd grade, with 6 kids. I'll explain you about one girl I've been hated her. Her name is Brianna, who been through lot of bad experiences. She have special type of visions. I met her after she moved back to 3rd grade from 4th grade. She seems more sensitive and more concerned. I begun hating her after she stole my childhood friend, Dalia. She is so sweet and shy. After Brianna joined our class, she alway walk next to Dalia in everytime and everywhere. It makes me jealous. So clearly, because I growled at her when she walks to Dalia. I doing same way Dalia does. Because I really close to her but that time to focus, but hardly for me because I used to with Dalia. Few months later, Brianna moved out. Back to her old home. I felt so happy to be with Dalia again! But now, I realized Brianna isn't mean to steal Dalia, she just more like want to be our friends. I wonder, is that why Brianna gave up trying and move out? I think I should owe her biggest apology.