I'd Step On My Own Reality Childhood With My Mind

My biggest fear is coming

I walked outside, like I'm happiest girl in this street. But walked back in house, it fulls of darkness, regretfully and, problems. It happened to me, and my cousins. All it came to us is our grandpa. He were on drugs, or drunk everytime. He just doing wrong to me, and my cousin that is a baby daughter of my father's young sister. Grandpa ruined my body. Few mins later, so even my cousin too. Hard to explain how he ruined my body because you might know what I mean. I regrets to myself everytime. Because I cares about myself. I remember he really thrist about adults thing so he did that to me and my cousin. I still can feel his dirtiness finger inside me but nothing is going to be happening because he is gone to jail. Because my cousin mentioned his name to her mother so she reported on her father and few hours later, detectives asked me if he did that to me, too. And I replied every questions. After right on moment, they went silenced and surprised in sudden because I revealed them about my grandfather's deepest truth.