Then There Was An Us

 

                                              Was I crazy?

                                                Chapter 1

Fall 1998 March 24th

It was a cool day it was sunny but there was a nice breeze in the wind. Hi I’m Brook! I’m 16 and I live in a small town called North Arlington. My life was almost normal until he came along…..

It was October 13 it was a Friday but I didn’t believe in all that other stuff about how it brings bad luck. The moon was shining and goose bumps were on my skin. The way the breeze was blowing onto my skin made me cold as hell. Oh did I mention it was prom night! My date had ditched me and all I had was my tears to comfort me. Just then I heard footsteps come up behind me and everything went blank.

I woke up in this room where I saw Kyle standing there staring at me. “Where am I” I was scared and nervous. I was tied up to a bed and I was crying. “Why are you crying look at how beautiful you are you could be a model” Kyle stated while staring at me. All my clothes were off and all these thoughts were in my mind. Was I gonna make it out alive! “Now stay still and this won’t hurt a bit” Kyle demanded. I was too scared to say anything was he really gonna rape me?!?! “Kyle please let me go I’ll do anything you want but please let me go.” I begged. Just then Kyle forced himself onto me and before you know it I was raped. Like any other teenage girl I was shocked I felt dirty and gross. I cried myself to sleep that night as I was untied and laying there with his arms around me. In a way I liked it but in a bigger way it was wrong. Just then he kissed me and everything I just thought about was done and over with. Did I really like him? No I didn’t I’m not gonna be his slave who does everything for him. I pulled away from the kiss leaving him furious. But I didn’t care though I knew that I had to do and that was all that mattered. My phone started to buzz so I looked at it my friend Jake had texted me asking me where I was. I just replied I’m out with Kyle.

Convo with Jake and I:

Jake: Hey where are you

Me: Oh I’m with Kyle.

Jake: Cool what are you guys doing?

Me: Nothing much hey um I have to go love you bye Jake. ♥

Jake: ok bye love have fun with Kyle ;)!

The only thing he didn’t know is I wasn’t having so much fun. The school jock just raped me and I’m sitting here wondering why. Just then my thoughts were interrupted but Kyle speaking “Brook I’m so sorry I don’t know what happened.” I didn’t reply and I just laid there lifeless like everything I had was just gone like there was no where left to run. Kyle and I just stared at each other he saw thehurt in my eyes and he knew that I was just shocked so I sat up and started to put my clothes back on. I wasn’t a slave and I definitely wasn’t gonna be his. With that I walked out of the room and just cried to myself while I was in this hell whole. I don’t know why I asked this but I asked if I can stay the night it was about 40 degrees out so it was too cold to run home. He said yes and I slept in his guest bedroom. Around 3:00 am I was woken up it was Kyle and he was really upset. “Brook can I cuddle with you I really need someone right now” Kyle started to cry. I let him under the blankets and we cuddled but in the back of my mind I still remember how he raped me. “I love you Brookie I always have and I’m sorry about earlier I really am and I hope you can forgive me” he stated and he kissed my shoulder. I just pretended to be asleep but I heard every word and I whispered back I forgive you and with that I kissed his cheek. In the morning I went to school and acted totally normal like I was at prom the whole time. But I know one thing and that for sure I know what happened that night and I will never forget it......