🐞 Gonta Gokuhara x Reader Oneshots! 🐞

You're perfect in my eyes

Requested By: @ArtVampire,, sorry i had to repost it didn't fUcKING save all the story

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I sighed as i pulled my legs into my chest, I was sat down on my bed, not honestly wanting to be alive, It wasn't the fact that we were in a killing game that bugged me, it was something from the outside that'd been on my mind for quite a long while already.

I lifted my head up and gazed into the mirror on the other side of my room, I was so ugly....I was really chubby....my hair never looked nice, it always looked messy and like i hadn't even tried in the first place, my eyelashes were short and my body just looked terrible in general.

I heard a knock on the door and i looked down at my knees.

" Come in.." I groaned, not bothering on getting up and seeing who it was, since i was pretty sure of who it could be.

" What's wrong with Gonta's beautiful Y/N?"I'd been in love with my Gonta from the moment I'd first met him, he was one of the few people in here who didn't judge me for how i looked and he was always so nice...and i'm so lucky that i have him!

 I didn't reply, but then i felt the bed shifting. He crawled up behind me, and picked me up, placing me on his lap, I leaned my back against him and took a deep breath.

" It's nothing...It's just I.....I feel that I'm just worthless compared to all the other girls in here...they all have amazing slim bodies...their hair looks beautiful, they all make an effort to look nice...and I'm...I just look like garbage all the time and I-" 

I was about to continue telling Gonta the truth about how i feel when i was intercepted, He'd spun me around so that i was now facing him and i felt him press his lips softly against mine, he'd grabbed one of my hands and en-laced our fingers together, i kissed back and i felt a hot wet tear fall down my cheek.

He pulled back and brought his hand to my face slowly wiping it away.

I leaned forward and rested my head on his shoulder as his free arm wrapped itself around me.

" Gonta dont want Y/N to think like that! Gonta thinks that Y/N looks amazing and beautiful! and Gonta not want Y/N to be like everyone else! Gonta loves Y/N the way Y/N is!"

I was now full on sobbing into him as he caressed some strands of my hair...no one had ever been this nice to me......

" Gonta says that Y/N is perfect the way she is and that Y/N doesn't need to change herself because Y/N is a masterpiece already!"  I sniffled and he pulled me back up so i was now facing him, he placed his hand on my cheek and smiled at me...his smile was like the most beautiful and precious thing in the world...

I put my hand over his and shakily smiled back at him.

I leaned forward and so did he as we kissed sweetly, it lasted for what felt like forever before i fell on top of him.

We snuggled and he kept whispering things to me along the lines of how pretty i was, or how much he loved me and i couldn't be happier, there was no one, or no place I'd rather be other than here. 

For the first time in a while, i managed to sleep, knowing that in someone's eyes, i was perfect.

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sorry if this was short and probably bad i just got some sad news literally like in the middle of rewriting this so,, yah