🐞 Gonta Gokuhara x Reader Oneshots! 🐞

I didn't mean it

Requested by: @Missl888 

Okay so um Gonta's gonna be a bully in this so yeE

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I silently walked into class and sat down, i didn't really have any friends you see..I'm normally picked on by everyone for my talent and for my appearance, but it doesn't matter. Soon I'll be gone. Out of their way. Somewhere I can finally be at peace.

Most people in class just didn't talk to me, it was mainly older years who made snarky comments, called me names and sometimes attack me but there was this one guy...someone who i even used to have  crush who wouldn't leave me alone.

" Hey loser! Your hair looks worse than usual today! Dragged yourself through a bush before coming?" He snickered and so did some other people in the room.

"  What the fuck do you want? " I coldly replied, I'd had so many insults that just wore me down until i just didn't care about what they said.

" Gonta would never want anything to do with garbage like you!" he retorted at me. 

I didn't bother to reply to he angrily slammed his fist on my next.

" If someone's even bothering to talk to a piece of shit like you, you could at least respond!" He slapped the back of my head as he passed me to go to his seat, i just sighed 

Throughout the lesson i felt lots of small notes being thrown at me, all of them saying things like

" Kill yourself :)" " You're worthless" "No one loves you" 

I smiled when i saw them, it's gonna be nice to not have to have this everyday of my life when i end it.

Timeskip

The bell which rang for lunch had gone off and i heard Gonta saying my name, so i just ran off as quickly as possible.

Thanks to my amazing luck I'd managed to run into some of the rougher bullies.

I was pinned against a locker as they called me a slut and a whore and they continously punched me, leaving visible bruises on my faces, people passed but they didn't stop them.

After a while they'd finally stopped and went off with some other friends, I ran into the girls bathroom, and ran into a cubicle, locking the door behind me, i tried to clean my face up the best i could but the bruises kept showing so i decided I'd just hide in the toilets until the day was over.

Timeskip

I'd been in the stall for about an hour, it was 15 minutes before school would end, and i made my way up to the roof.

 I stood there looking down at the water fountain and reminisced about the good times. 

It was the first place where I'd actually met Gonta, he was so nice...

but then one day everything changed...he started being mean to me, he stopped standing up for me...i don't know what went wrong...

I saw students flooding out of the gates, and i knew soon I'd be able to end all this pain.

When i was certain that everybody had left i took a deep breath, before doing something which would've been unthinkable before.

I took off my shoes and placed my hands on the railing. I climbed onto it so i was sitting on it and then i stood up, i looked to the ground, there was no way I'd be able to survive a fall like this.

" Goodbye.." I whispered, before i let my body fall, ready to plummet to my death.

But then i felt a warm pair of arms around me, pulling me back in off the railings.

It was none other than the person who'd started it all.

" Why would you save me...you wanted this didn't you..." I whimpered as i had the urge to break out of his grip and jump off.

" Gonta not want you to die...Gonta just doing what others told Gonta to do....Gonta loves Y/N!!! Others told Gonta to act like them to get Gontas feelings across! Gonta is so sorry!" 

I suddenly felt all the emotions from the past few months past their barriers and i started to cry like a baby.

" G-G-Gonta its not...not your fault! I love you t-too!"  i squeaked through my tears as i turned around and buried my face in his chest.

" Gonta knows Gonta cannot make up for everything Gonta did but Gonta can promise that Gonta will protect Y/N forever!"