☽HYUNJINxREADER☾

THE END

     My Journal.
It's been a couple of weeks now and it has been difficult waking to no one by your side. I have been working on my singing and I have been working on my self confidence thought... so I guess that's better. I also went shopping over the weekend and got some new clothes to make myself feel better. Trying to stay away from eating pounds ice cream it more difficult then you would think. I've been boosting up my grades too. So yeah....

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The alarm goes off and I wake up in a decent mood and play some music and dance around while getting dressed. I almost slip and fall and I get shocked and then start to laugh at my weird self. I put on a button up shirt and tuck it into some jeans and I put on my sneakers. I eat some breakfast and then head out the door. I get on my bike and put on my beats head phones and blast my music and head to school. I move my head to the music and close my eyes for a second. I open them and watch the birds. I think how easy it would be to be a bird, you could go anywhere you wanted to go.

But anyway...Hyunjin and I are actually pretty good friends still. He doesn't have to get married anymore and he's relieved about that and so am I and the others. I just wish we were still together, but I need to get over that.

I finally arrive at school and I get off my bike and take off my head phones. I walk in and walk straight to all my friends and see that they are just laughing. "Are y'all okay?" I ask concerned, "of course we are, I just forgot to study for my exam" Han says still laughing. "Okay then..." I look over at Hyunjin and then look back down at the floor. We all just start talking about random stuff.

We head to our classes and my first one is with Hyunjin and we sit next to each other. We are still awkward toward each other but we have gotten better. "Hyunjin, did you do the homework?" I ask to start up conversation. "Yeah, did you" he says, I nod my head and smile and he smiles back at me. I put in my earbuds and listen to music, I start to move my head and then Hyunjin decides to take one of the ears buds out of my ear and puts it in his ear. "I like this kind of music" he laugh, I laugh along with him. "Yeah indie music is the best, its so calming". We both smile for the rest of class.

I walk down the halls and write in my diary/ journal

MY JOURNAL

I decided to not join the band, because I want to focus on school and I want to spend more time on school. Hyunjin are getting along pretty well and I am also getting closer with my other friends. The next class I have is with Minho, Han and I.N and usually its not a good thing because we talk a lot.

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Next class

I walk into my next class and wave at I.N, Han and Minho and theywave back. I sit next to them and say "Are you ready for the exam" I laugh a little bit. "Nope" they all say in sync, we all look at each other for a sceond in shock and then we all break into laughter. The teacher hands out our test and we take them.

I am the second one to get upand turn it in and then Han, I.N and finally Minho. We draw and play around on the computers, we all put picture of big changes as the desktop background because we always do that and its a good laugh. The teacher stands up and hand out the test back. "Lets all turn them on a count of three, 1...2...3!" we turn them over. "Oh wow...I got a 92, thats not too bas at all" Han says. "I got a 95" Minho says smiling and I.N says "I got a 98", "so did I" I say proudly. We just talk for the rest of class and then the bell rings. We do our silly little hand shake that we made up in the middle of the year.

   I walk to my next class with Wooyoung and Suengmin. We sit down together and just do work the whole class and then get to talk toward the end of it. We talk about school and random stuff. Then the bell rings. I go to the next class which I have none of my friends in.

LUNCH TIME

   I sit next to Hyunjin and I.N and I take out my lunch. I eat my sandwich and draw at the same time, I see that Hyunjin watching me draw and I stop chewing and look up at him and then quickly look down. I keep drawing "you are really good at drawing" he says smiling. "Thanks" I say back and keep drawing.

   I look at I.N and ask him if we had in any homework in one of our classes. "No" he says, "okay" I say back. I.N puts his arm around me and I just relax. Hyunjin looks jealous and turns away, I see his face and look down. I start to feel this wave of sadness and I put my head in my hands "don't cry don't cry" I whisper to myself. "Are you okay I.N" Han asks, "yeah, I'm fine" I lift up my head.

    Hyunjin looks at me and frowns. I glance over at him and my face goes red. And I look down and continue to draw.

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   The bell rings and run the restroom. I try not to get to upset and I open up my diary.

MY JOURNAL

  It's so much harder without him, I miss him and I wish I could hold him when I get sad. He ment so much to me. I feel like and idiot for breaking up with him.

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   I go to my next class and I have Changbin and Bangchan in there. It's my art class and we are actually good at drawing. We draw realistic drawings and we talk about the most weirdest stuff ever and then the bell rings.

   I hold my journal and walk to the next class and I drop my journal and keep walking. Hyunjin sees it and picks it up and tries to find me but can't find me. He opens up the journal and reads what is inside and he is in shock and he starts to feel sad. He walks to his class.

THE END OF THE DAY

  At the end of the day I go outside to get on my bike and realize that there is a flat tire and get frustrated. I look up and see Hyunjin walk toward me and I go red. "Uh..You dropped this..." he says, "Oh gosh...did you read it?!" I say nervously. "No of course not!!" He chuckles nervously. I look at him with a flat face " you read it....", I try not to cry because I don't want to seem like a baby. "yeah.." he says, scratching his arm.

   "I'm sorry, I just miss you that's all..." I say muffling my words. He steps closer to me and put his hand on my cheek. I go red "Hyunjin..." he kisses me and then pulls away. We both smile.
 
    All of the sudden I realize what has happened "oh no.." I say in panic. "What", Hyunjin asks, "I thought we were going to be just friends" I say. "Well, I don't want to be just friends, I want to be more, I missed you" he says. I look up at him and I start to tear up "I missed you too" I say, He kisses my cheek. "Can we be together forever, y/n?" He whispers in my ear. I smile "I love you Hyunjin..."

(Jeeeeezus that took 3 days to create. I'll be making more stories too!!). Okay bye bye

For now...