Yet again i wake up to my alarm going off i sit up grabbing my phone and i turn it off . I get out of bed getting dressed and i go to the bathroom brushing my hair and teeth and i pack all my stuff up and i go down to the lobby . Giving my key in and i order an uber and i go to the airport skip all of that i get to the station . Getting on the train and i call camila
Camila : have u landed
Tegan : yes im in hove so can u come get me from the station
Camila ; ok my way
Tegan : thanks
I hang up and i let the biggest yawn out but i get up getting my stuff and i wait at the door . And they open and i walk put of the station waiting for a bit . Before i see cam
Cam ; well that was a short trip
Tegan ; don't its not funny u don't understand how tires and run down i feel
Camila ; got to admit its a bit funny
Tegan : its not but where's jonah
Camila : hes at ours waiting
Tegan : how did he even get our adress cause i didn't tell him where i live
Camila : apprently romeo told him
Tegan : ah ok
She keeps driving until we get home
Dad : hey kiddo i bet u had fun
Tegan ; yh totally
Romeo : it's funny
Tegan : its not at all now where jonah i just want to talk to him amd clear the air
Dad : upstairs
I get my stuff and i walk upstairs into my room
Tegan : um hi
Jonah ; hi how are u
Tegan : tired u
Jonah : same
Jonah : u should of knowen i was gonna come to England to see u after the break up
Tegan : and u should of knowen i was gonna go to LA
Jonah ; i had no clue u were gonna show up in LA
Tegan ; i didn't know u were gonna show up in England
Jonah : well u should of my god mean you've flowen so much in the last 48 hours . Just because of me
Tegan : i really need clear things up i don't want things to be akward because we both know were gonna see each other again . But i want u to know that all the stuff I've ever said i am sorry i did not mean a thing .
Jonah : its fine we both said some stuff i did not meam any of the stuff i said . Its just being away from u is so hard because your always with your friends . And i don't know what your doing
Tegan : and your always with the boys and u don't see me complaing
Jonah : but there boys i don't hang around with girls unless there family or the boys sister
Tegan : but there all taken and i would never cheat of thats what your thinking
Jonah : but we barley talk anymore i don't know what happens
Tegan : well maybe we should try talk more
Jonah : I've been trying but your always bussie
Tegan ; don't put the whole blam on me its both of us
Jonah : i know my wording is just not the best i don't know what to say
Tegan ; maybe we should just be friends
Jonah : i don't think we can be friends
Tegan : oh
I look down fiddling with my fingers
Jonah : feeling don't just turn off they don't disappear into thin air i know i won't be able to just get over u . And seeing u will make it harder i want us to give it anuther try
Tegan : i want to be with u i do but i can't handle anymore fighting its driving my crazy .
Jonah : its driving me crazy aswell i hate it
Tegan : that's why...we should try being friends and nothing more
Jonah : no i love and i don't want to lose u
Tegan : but since i moved here all we have done is fight and yes i want to be with and yes i love u . But do we want to carry on fighting like really
Jonah : we will make it work please can we try its worth a short
Tegan : but if we get together u go back to LA and we start fighting again
Jonah ; we won't
Tegan : and how can u be so sure
Jonah : please can we try its worth a short tegan
Tegan ; jonah
Jonah : im not gonna give up on us thats all im gonna say
Tegan : really
Jonah : im not giving up look at what we've been throw together
Tegan : i know
Jonah : please just give us one more chance mean u can't of just gone to LA to be just friends .
Tegan : lets just give us one more try but if we start fighting again then we have to end .
Jonah : ok thats fair enough i understand
Tegan : ok good because from what i heard it hurts us both when we fight
Jonah : it dose it hurts
Tegan : can we talk about why u don't like my frineds
Jonah : i feel like they take u away from me your with them 24/7
Tegan : but else would i being doing mean i can't sit in my room all the time waiting for a call or a message .
Jonah : ok
Tegan : jonah there really nice and the guys i hang out with are taken like josh hes dating alia . Becket is dating Dove and matt hes dating some chick from London
Jonah : ok
Tegan : maybe u should just meet them
Jonah : ok
Tegan : how long u here for
Jonah : i brought a one way ticket
Tegan : ok
Jonah : i am sorry for what I've said the past couple weeks
Tegan : i am aswell its just it upsets me then i just go off and i don't even think before i say
Jonah : i do aswell but u should also know that i can just end things on a fight i have to sort things .
Tegan : i know
Jonah : i still can't belive u flew out to LA and i flew out to England
Tegan : u don't understand how pissed off i am about that
Jonah : well u should of knowen i was gonna come here
Tegan : well i didn't uhh
Jonah : can't get my head around it i can't
Tegan : nither can i
I lay down on my bed
Jonah : tired
Tegan ; beyond tired i flew to LA yesterday thinking i was gonna meet u thanks Christina . Turns out u went to England and then i flew back to England this morning i am shattered
Jonah : whats Christina got to do with this
Tegan : she pushed me to fly to LA to sort things out
Jonah : so Christina told u to go to LA
Tegan : yh i did want to sort things out
Jonah : ok
Dad : is everything ok
I sit up
Tegan : i think so
Jonah : were good
Dad : well if u guys are hungry theres food in the oven
Tegan : yess im starving
Jonah : lets eat then
We get up and we go down stairs and we eat
Jonah ; this house is massive
Tegan : yh i know
Jonah : I've just realised u can drink over here
Tegan : yh
Jonah : have u gone out and got drunk
Tegan : no
Jonah : ok
Tegan : how did u get to Brighton
Jonah : so i lanned got out the airport and i messaged romeo being like where do u live . He told me no questions asked so i looked it up and i got a taxi there and i showed up . And camila told me u were in LA
Tegan : so what did u do after u found out
Jonah : i was annoyed but kinda happy u went all that way but then i went to hotel and slept
Tegan : ha ok
Jonah : had so much fun
Tegan : i bet cause i did aswell
Jonah : yh
Tegan ; uhh
I lay my head on the table
Jonah : right i should go were both tired or beyond tired i should say
Tegan : ok
We stand up and we go to the door and he kisses me
Jonah : see u tomrrow
Tegan : see u
He goes and i go upstairs into the bathroom brushing my hair and teeth and i walk out going to my room . Getting chnaged and i get in bed
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