noah

sick

don't tell me you're sorry

until you're awake at four A.M.

crying and sobbing

thinking about our memories

and how much you miss them.

don't tell me you're sorry

until you feel your heart drop

at the sound of my name

until everything you see

reminds you of me

until you know what its like

for something to kill you

on the inside

and the thing inside

just doesn't care.

i'm sick and tired

of thinking about you

you infected my thoughts

contaminated my brain

with the image of you

and those memories I can't forget.  

you made me so happy

and you still do

but every day that goes by

is just another twenty-four hours of pain

of not being with you

near you

i can't believe I didn't see this coming

i should have known

but none of this matters

because I am insignificant,

i am nothing to you,

while you are everything to me.