(A/N: this one will be based on 2 different topics)
Dear You,
I have made up my mind. I have decided to act like you do not exist in my life anymore. I have decided that I don't know you and you don't know me would be best. Don't get me wrong, I don't dislike you nor like you, I'm someone that you shouldn't know.
Yeah, congratulations😇. You got the last final place as my last final crush, I'm not going to confess to you. After I get rid of this last final feeling, I will restart my life with a new start.
However, that's just me restarting my life for myself. The new me—more like the ME who used to not be interested in love nor dating nor crushes—well...that me was the heartbreaker me.
Don't worry, I don't actually planned on being a heartbreaker (elementary) me, I'm only going to be the me who is not interested in love, dating, and crushes. I'm going to be the me who enjoys my remaining high school days with my best friends😇, because I realized that I barely hung out/talk with any of them that much besides texting them.
So I asked myself a few questions:
"Honestly, what is even loving someone when I can't even love myself?" - from the me of 2018.
"Will I be happy or will I be miserable?" - the me of 2019.
"Did I ever really like you or was it just to move on from a specific someone?" - the me of 2019.
"Moving on and changing is hard, but HE left a permanent mark in my heart." - the me of 2019.
love,
lizzie
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Unsaid Words, Unsaid Letters
Non-FictionThis is based on my life. Things I wanted to say, things I didn't want to say, what I wanted to write, and what I didn't write, etc, its all here. This is anonymous format so, if there's a "Dear You" or "To You" then it could be for anyone in my li...
