The Boy Next door

like hell

Hey you guys this has pretty strong language so uhm yeah .....

What am I doing here? I cant be here this isnt happening its just a dream im not really here oh my gosh....

Then it hits me.

"ALEC!!"

"Leana whats wrong?"

"whats wrong what the fuck alec? I dont want to be here I hate this place I hate the memories I have here I hate you! You cant just come in here when everything is going good and just take me away I dont want to be here im so sick of people treating me like I dont have a right to my own life its my fucking life like oh my god alec just take me home I dont want to be here I dont want to be with you I want to be with Mike I want to be with amber and fernando and victoria and I just want to go home!!"

I was so close to crying but i held my ground you will not cry Leana, you have no choice not now, im so tired of crying it wont get me anywhere in life.

"Leana listen to me you are home home is not with all those people home is with me and mom."

"Like hell it is!!!! Listen to me Alec you are not my brother you made that desition the day you left and made me and dad and mo- that lady think you were dead! You left and you didn't have the nerve to come back so dont you dare come back now, not when everything is getting better not when my depression is going away when I havent picked up that blade when I have ate a full meal every night with the people that love me and the people that would never leave me. so dont come back not now, not ever. So if you would take me home or I will start walking."

"Leana listen im only trying to do whats best for you and whats best for you is being at home with me. how could you be so selfish? huh? Im do this for you and your acting like a brat look because of you dad is dead and mom is in jail. so now if you would go up stairs and take a shower before dinner is ready."

Oh no he didnt.

"Being selfish? Im being a brat? Really? Well  were the fuck were you when mom hit me in the head with a picture frame that got me in the hospital? Or all those other times I was in the hospital because that bitch? And you know what im so sorry about OUR dad but that wasnt my fault I didnt know that day he went to work would be his last and have you ever thought that you arn't the only one hurting because of that? huh? i didnt think so, You have no fucking right to come up to me talking this- this bullshit! You're selfish! You spent 9 years away from us doing God know what! So you have no right to call anyone selfish because you will always because you will always be the most selfish ignorant person I've ever met!"

With that I walked out side and called mike. I called him like 3 times but he wasnt answering. So I went to look who else i could call.

Mike

Victoria

Amber

Nayeli

Fernando

Maybe I could call fernando? after about 2 or 3 rings he answered.

"Leana?'

"hey fernando? are you busy? I kinda got into some trouble and i need a ride back home and your the only one who answers...?"

"Uhm.. yeah i could come get you."

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heyya! well this chapter was good i think? im at the hospital with my parents and I got bored and I was like OH MY GOSH I COULD WRITE A CHAPTER BECAUSE I HAVENT IN AWHILE!!! lol but yeah i hope you guys like it.