The Boy Next door

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After having a huge panic attack I told Mike what that guy said on the phone I  couldnt read Mike's expresion, It was mad, confussed, and worried, but I dont know what the last one was.

We decided to go home while everyone went to the mall, It really sucked. I feel like Mike's hiding alot of stuff and im not happy with it. We were watching movies when mike suddenly started talking.

"Babe, whats wrong? I already told you i wasnt going to let anyome hurt you, your safe."

"I know, im not scared." I said not really looking his way.

"Then whats the problem?"

"I said nothing." Rasing my voice just alittle bit.

"Damn it leana you always do this!  You always just shut down! All the time you build these walls that no one can climb into! And im tired of it!! Im here trying to help you and love you and all you do is push me away!!"

I didnt mean to hurt him I can see his eyes watering but i cant stop.

"Well have you ever thought about me huh? You are allowed to know everything!! Every single thing! And when I ask to know about something that has to do with me all I get is 'oh its nothing' but oh my fucking gosh mike! Yes, yes it is something! There is people callimg sayimg they want to hurt you! Do you understand that? Doess that go through your head? Huh? Because I dont think it is! I might lose you!!! I might freaking lose you! I cant lose you not now... not when I burly got you."

By this time im crying so hard I can burly see or breath, he hasnt said anything his just standing, I cant see his face im crying to much.

All of a sudden I feel to strong arms around me.

"Im sorry baby, so sorry."

We just stood there, and for alittle bit everything was fine.

Until we heard a voice.

"Awww, Isnt that cute?"