Love

Crush

It is raining outside
I feel sad and depressed inside
I want to my window and lean on it
I saw you happy with that girl

I remember your confession
That made me stupid and sad
I put my highs hope
That ended in darkness

I went to the corner and got our photobook
I turn the pages and it is full of our memories
Both good and bad
But, you killed me inside

I turn a page and I felt sad
I turn another page and felt something wet at my cheeks
I look at myself in the mirror
Tears rolling down and you're the one who did this to me

I remember in highschool
You brought me to our favourite park
We played and had fun
Until you told me to sit down

You hold my hand and you confess something
I thought you're going to confess your love
But, you said you already found someone
I was sad and hopeless, but I continued to smile and be proud of you

I went to my room and cried
I was sad, angry, and confused
Mixed feelings that I had never felt before
That I felt it up to now

You were my bestfriend
My happiness, world, universe, and my everything
But, it went all gone
My light was put into darkness

When we saw each other at school,
You always ignore me
I feel sad and hopeless
And afraid to say, "You are gone."

I was depress
That I started hurting myself
I didn't realize,
That I was so obsessed with you

You were my light
And now you are my darkness
You are my love
And now you're nothing

My crush,
But, my heart was crushed into pieces
My happiness,
But it turned out you are my sadness

I cannot laugh like before
My old self was gone
I am full of negative thoughts
I wish we can start over and just be friends

My crush, my love, and my everything