1.Murder

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Every time i remember our conversation.How mean we both were.How we didn't think about what we were saying it shatters me in to million pieces.it makes the wind around me shrink.
it makes me so upset.

I remember these little six words he told me.
"your acting like a bitch"
But its not like i didn't reply to him.
its so weird that he didn't soften.He didn't apologise.He just took his coat and left me sitting down the tears drowning me.

Harry is not acting the same.And he said he was waiting me to ask.

Flash back

"Harry"
"what ?"
"Can you come sleep with me?im having nightmares" i whispered scratching my bare thighs.
"ok, i will come soon"
"im telling you im having nightmares" i repeat blinking.He rolles his eyes still on his phone.
"why did you change " i ask.
"i was waiting for you to ask" he sighs shutting his phone off.
" i saw you that night clubbing, talking to that boy"he says
"i cant handle you " i say
"you didn't think i will see you " he says
"we were drunk " i defend myself.
"right yeah " he rolled his eyes
"stop doing this "
"stop doing what?" he says
"being such a bastard, you don't care anymore".
"i dont care ?"
"yes"
"Alright then. fuck you " he spits.
"see. you such a bitch"i yell.
"your the one acting like a bitch"he fires back.
"leave"
"just leave"
"its my house you leave" he snapped.
"you will just make me leave ?"
"oh never mind " he rolled his eyes and took his coat and left.
"oh by the way i hope you choke"he said smiling.i cant understand him anymore.

End of flashback

i get upstairs throwing my body on the bed.My head all over the place. memories rushing in to my head.

i hear someone open the door fast. i look from the stair seeing a man in black.i stop my crying from fear and took my phone.
i called harry covering my mouth from making a noise.
"what?"he spoke
"H harry i need you " i cry
"Y/N im not into this right now"
"there is someone in the house, he has a knife, quick harry please"
"what"
"ok breath just calm down, don't make any noise, don't be scared, i love you im coming " he informs me and shuts off, i put my phone on silent so if it ring he won't know.

"come on baby, where are you?" he calls out for me.
"come on harry "i whisper
"got you " he laughed devilishly
"please"i cry
i feel the knife against my bare chest. The blood coming out. I hold my chest and scream.
"Bye bye " he laughed leaving the room.......

My breath is hitching. The air is shrinking.My lungs are about stop working. I don't care about anything.i want harry, i need him.
"Y/N" i hear harry yell from downstairs. I let out a small gasp and try to speak.He gets closer to the room.
"Where are you?" he yell again. Then he saw me. The tears formed in my eyes and i felt something.i feel like im slowly leaving there is no one around me.
"harry" i whisper trying to get him.
"Oh no" he cried
"shh" he said stroking my hair.
"harry" i breath
"im sorry for what i said " i add holding on him. he cried even more and picked me up.He walks to his car while he drives holding my hand.
"you will be able to do this, your strong " he whispered, and i let out a scream from the pain.
He picked me once again and went inside.i felt him putting me on a bed.They tried everything to save me but its like nothing changing.
"stay with me " he cries. i felt dizzy. Trying to catch my breath and holding on to his hand.The blood covering both our hand.
"you promised you won't leave me " he whispers
" im sorry harry" letting go of him.

Harry's point of view
if i lost her. if i get to never see her again.i will literally lose my shit.She is the only person who created joy in my life.She is the one that make my day better.And if i can i would held her close and tightly.And stop everything from hurting her, i will never forgive myself.i look at her laying in bed. not awake.not dead.just sleeping after the accident.and i haven't talked to her.

im so terrified when she sees me. i know she will be upset.but i didn't want this to happen.what have i done. i should not have left.for god sake my mind is going to explode.im having a bad headache.
im lost , im tired , i dont know myself anymore.i miss her so much.
i miss her actions that drive man insane. i miss her voice.

it's raining outside our hand locked together, her hair all over the place.
"wake up " i say putting my head in her hand.
"don't you leave me" i breathed.
"im sure you will be able to fight this your a strong girl"
"i believe in you " i said and kissed her forehead.

the device started beeping there was a line. Y/N isn't breathing.
"wake up , no,no " i yell, her eyes closed.
"move aside" the doctor said
"im sorry sir, we couldn't save her " the doctor left the room and left me shocked, no she can't be dead no.
she said she will never leave me. this is a dream
"no wake up baby please " i yelles and screamed, shaking her body nooo. i cried no this is a dream.
" i did this to her, its all my fault , i hate myself"i yelled punching the wall " i love you baby "

i hate everything now.
" let her go harry " my sister gemma says.
"no, i dont want to" i cried

i love her
i will never forget us
i will never forget her
She is my angel now.......

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