Directioner? That's the understatement of the century.

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

Do you know what it feels like to look back at something that at the time you though was a good idea, but when in reality it was the stupidest thing you could have ever done? Well

that's how I'm feeling about my diary right now. I would probably not be feeling like this if my idiotic older brother did not steal my diary.

"Harry! Give it back!" I whined as I was chasing him throughout our house. Of course because I was a year younger than him and I continued to trip and fall where ever he went, he was far in front of me. I am extremely uncoordinated and I always have been. I have broken a total of seven bones in my thirteen years of life.

"Ha ha! You can't get me!" Harry yelled as he sprinted into our backyard. He was already half way up the big tree in our backyard when I was just exiting the house. The cool breeze felt nice against my now sweaty face. I stopped in the middle of our yard forgetting about my brother and my diary and my biggest secret. I just stood there enjoying the fresh air. I soon snapped back into reality when Harry threw a small rock at my head but because his horrible aim he hit me in the arm. Which didn't hurt much but it still stung on my bare skin. I looked up at Harry in the big tree and saw him opening my diary to the the middle of the book. The first part of my diary was things that happened in second grade. I was not worried about him seeing that. I was worried about him seeing who's name I wrote everywhere in my diary. Or him reading how hot I think he is or how he has the most beautiful voice imaginable. Of course I did not want him to see this. What sister would want their older brother to see it and tease you all the time for it. Not me!

"Wow you like the X Factor contestant Liam Payne. You know he is one year older than you right?" he said as he plastered on his teasing grin.

All I wanted to do is just run away and hid. He just read my deepest darkest secret, and ill I can do is just stand there embarrassed with he reddest cheeks possible. They were the color of a stop sign.

"Wait till I tell Mum." he giggled. "Harry, please don't tell Mum or Daddy about this. I'll do anything. And when I say anything I mean anything." saying anything very slow so I made sure he understood. And it was the truth. Sadly I would do anything to prevent my mum from knowing that I liked a boy besides Daddy. But I was growing up and I started to have feelings towards cute guys and Liam Payne is defently a cute guy. He is not only cute but also hot, sexy, stunning, talented, jaw dropping beautiful. The list goes on and on. I felt like I was in love but even as a thirteen year old im not that stupid to think I'm actually in love.

"Fine. You have to do all my chores for a month and give me your allowance for two months." I gulped loudly. I did not want to do any of those things. "It's a deal." before I even knew what I was doing I stuck my hand out towards Harry and shook his hand. What did I just do? I think my life is now over. I could not buy my dress for the junior high dance at my school. I could not hang out with friends because I would be stuck doing his stupid chores.

~5 years later~

"Mum why can't I finish my last year of high school in California. I don't want move back with you in England. Yes Mum, yes Mum, ok well I guess I'll see you there next week." I slammed the phone down against the table. Damn my mum can sure negotiate. She forced me into pack up everything in my apartment and fly to England to finish my last year of high school. Was she crazy. Why would she ask me to move back right before my senior year of high school. I loved it here in Califoria. It was warm and friendly and far away from my brother. Which I would have to see when I get back.

Hopefully he will be spending time with his band and not spending time at the house.

I heard a little bit about his band, but not very much. All I know is that there is five boys including Harry and they all were on The X Factor. Including my brother. Surprisingly he is a great singer but it's ruined but his personality.