Jays pov "thanks for picking me up daij" i said. "no problem we going to school right" he asked. "nah we going to the house" i said. "why" he said. "cuz me and melo got in a fight and now i'm in a pissy mood" i said rolling my eyes just thinking about how petty this nigga is. "oh wanna talk about it" he said "it's okay thanks tho" i said. we finally got to the house which took ages. "thanks daij talk to you later" i said kissing his cheek. "ight no problem" he said. "hi T" i said to tina while kissing her cheek. since having her stroke she's almost back to normal there's very few words she can't say thanks to me jk that's all her she's so strong. "hi what are you doing home" she said. "me and melo got in another fight" i said letting a few tears slip. "spill" is all she said while playing with my hair. "i don't know tina it hasn't been the same anymore i just think we need a break from each other or something all we do is fight" i said hearing how bad that sounded out loud. "yeah whatever" she said rolling her eyes and laughing ". "i know that sounds dumb but T i love melo so much like more then anything tina he's helped me through so much and i'm so greatful for him i wouldn't be here without him and yes i do have feelings for him on a different level but i'm too scared tina what happeneds if it's a bad breakup i can't lose him or any of you for that matter" i said pouring my heart out.
melos pov i came home early since school was super boring without jay. i feel kinda bad because recently we've only gotten into fights and i miss the old us maybe this wouldn't have happened if we didn't get feelings for each other but who wouldn't fall for someone like jay. anyways i walked into the house and i guess no one heard me because i look at the couch and jay is laying on tina she looks like she's crying so i just eavesdrop. "i know that sounds dumb but T i love melo so much like more then anything tina he's helped me through so much and i'm so greatful for him i wouldn't be here without him and yes i do have feelings for him on a different level but i'm too scared tina what happeneds if it's a bad breakup i can't lose him or any of you for that matter" she said. "jay you know i would never hurt you" i said i'm guessing scaring her because she jumped a little. "i love you jay" is all tina says while leaving the living room . "listen jay i know you have trust issues okay and i'm sorry i really wish i could protect you from this cruel world but i can't so sometimes you can't let fear make decisions for you and you know you'd never lose us your literally both my mom and dads favorite i love you jay and i think you should give me a chance" i said this was really weird for me because i never show or express my feelings but jays different. "i love you melo" is all she says giving me a bear hug. "so is that a yes" i said "way to ruin the moment melo" she says hitting my chest. "so" i said. "let's just take things slow we aren't dating but we aren't seeing other people ya know" she said. "okay babygirl" i said kissing her forehead. "i'm sorry for overreacting and stuff it's just you know..." she said. of course i know her parents leaving her and zion cheating on her just everything i really do wish i could protect her from everything. "yeah i know" is all i said.
the next day...
Jays pov i'm glad me and melo are trying things out i'm still doubting everything and i'm pretty sure it's because i have bad trust issues. these trust issues aren't gonna go away any time soon so i might as well just live my life. i look at my phone and it says that it's 7 in the morning yay another day of school. actually i totally forgot today is softball tryouts so i'm very excited for that don't get me wrong i'm not excited for the school part tho. i decide to do my hygiene routine which involves taking a shower. i also decided to wear my hair natural again because i'm not tryna show off for any crusty ass niggas at school not even melo lmao. so i just throw it up in a curly bun and do my edges. i'm tryna be comfy today so i wear this
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