Secret Admirer [completed]

BROKEN

I never cried not even after my mother death , my mom told me to be strong and i'm keeping it all together perfectly I know no one cares , so why do i need to show tears , show them that i'm hurt.

I work as a cleaning service staff at the City Biggest Hotel "Grave Grand"
i know the name sounds creepy but they have sweetest staff i will ever met. The hotel owner Mr. Kim Danny is the sweetest person , he is in his 50s but he is very cool , i don't know why he hired me but when i asked him he said " I like those people who are strong". As i was thinking all those things I also get ready to go to work.

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" Good morning Grandma" i said to my grandma who seems to be watching her favorite show on television.

"Here your breakfast Grandma , i'm sorry its just omelette today , actually there is not enough vegetable left , i will make sure to bring some today, and yes your lunch is placed on kichen counter make sure to eat it all at lunch time ok , i will be back at 9pm take care" I said , to which my grandma smile

"Joyieee you are such a great grand daughter , i love you take care " Grandma said.

" Offcourse i am great afterall i am your grand daughter , make sure to lock the door i will be back nd will make u best dinner of this world " I said with a smile as i was stepping outside.

As i wanted to step outside someone blocked my way and i know who is it and i know exactly what going to happen as i have been experiencing this treatment since two years (after my mother death)

I don't flinch as he pulls me off by my hair and throws me to the ground , I do not let out any sound .
I feel a ball of fist hit my stomach and arm multiple times, i didn't let any sound come from my mouth. My grandma is screaming to leave me , asking for help , but no one will hear since we live alone in this neighborhood. After 5 minutes of beating My FATHER , yes MY SO CALLED FATHER left , whenever he is drunk , he just come here to beat me because he keep telling me that i killed his wife , My mom.

My breathing seems to be stuck-up but i can't let myself feel like this, I have to get up and get to the work , But it seems like now i have to change my outfit again due to those blood stain , i quickly run toward my room avoiding my grandma cry , I first aid myself to prevent any further infection, It's been almost daily habit for me now

" Grandma i'm going , take care" i said merely in whisper.

"I'm sorry JOY" my grandma whisper .

I just smile and step outside .

"I'm soo broken Inside out that i'm sure nobody can ever fix me" .

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I hope you guys keep supporting me , please drop comment and vote i will feel motivated to post more then . I 'm sorry for bad english... , it's not my native language.